I think I'll just shut this place down.
Until I feel like I should come back here.
Tell the whole world about what I do on a daily basis.
This is no place for personal venting.
Nor is it a place for personal writings.
It feels like the whole world's prying into your space.
Whether the world may be a couple, or no one.

Bye.

It's stupid how she gets all the support and I'm just told not to fight, because I'm younger. Wtf. I'm just so pissed off la. She's in the wrong, and they tell me, don't fight, It's okay. It's okay if she says 'Yeah okay I'm wrong' 'Its not mine' or something. But i hate it that she insists that something that is so obviously not hers, is hers.

Right.

Your conscience will suck.

It's scary to think, how the eoys are nearing, and the stress isn't getting to me. I'm stressed over not being stressed. Why do I have the feeling that I'm going to flunk my GPA? Sigh.

I shall do my Trigo Homework later and finish up some stuff. And revise my Semester One Math before Mr. Eng fails me for the pop quiz on Friday, and makes me do some ridiculous stunt with the filled bottles that he told each of us to bring for the lecture. I wonder what he will make us do though. He has the most creative ideas. For example, when you drag your chairs, he makes you hold the chair over your head. It's funny that 02 has done it quite a few times. ;D

Sidetracking.

HADY MIRZA HAS WON. <3












Misconception. He is not like Taufik. I wish they'd stop saying they are the same. Yeah, it is somewhat similar to the previous season, but that does not mean that just because Taufik and Hady are malays, and both have become the Singapore Idols, they are similar. What kind of judgement is that? I hope Hady has a better breakthrough though. They did not give time for Taufik to mature in his career and just abruptly put a stop to it, by starting the next season. I hope Singapore Idol 3 doesn't come back for some time, because that would allow Hady to at least escalate (hopefully) in his music career.

And if there is a Singapore Idol 3, I hope the talent gets, better.

You lift me up when I'm down.
Ole Ole Ole Ole.
Hady. Hady.

OKAY.
I WANT TO SLEEP.
SO HERE GOES.

HADY MIRZA IS THE NEW SINGAPORE IDOL.
HE ROCKS. HE'S GOT A GREAT SMILE ;D AND I LOVE HIS VOICE. SO THOSE WHO CRITICISE HIM AND SAY THAT THIS SEASON IS JUST LIKE LAST SEASONS BECAUSE IT IS SO SIMILAR AND THAT HE HAS NO TALENT, GO SHUFF YOUR HEAD INTO THE TOILET BOWL!.


HADY<3!18 votes were worth it.
Haha Sam&I were going nuts.
Then Lou called me.
We are happy HADY fans.
(: I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH HIM LIVE.
IF I GET TO.

Hady Mirza.
Our new Singapore Idol.
I hope he lasts. ((;






WHOO!
WHOO!
WHOO!

Today is one happy day!
Because three of my friends are having their birthdays TODAY!
(:
So let me do some shoutouts!
In no order okay! I love all of you!

CHERIE CHONG XUEYING!











There you go!
Happy fifteen birthday Missy! You're officially older than me. Hehe! Thanks for being there to remind me that I've got to accept certain stuff though I don't want to :D AND We be One Tree Hill Fans! :D I shall get the episodes! And you can come to my house and WATCH! ;D
Chic Cherie Channels Coolness! And I hope you loved my birthday song to you. For those who don't know, I'll give you a snippet.

If I don't say this now I will surely break.
As I'm wishing the one I'd like to fake (to be).
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait.
My heart has started to agglutinate.
(A Parody of Look After You :D)

Lubdub!

NURUL AMALINA BTE JAMALUDIN!










Sorry the personal pics with you are not on my comp! So yeah.
AHMAH IS OLDER :D And I'm glad you had fun on your birthday eve yesterday! That's the way to go, yo! Stay coolioxz and I still think its funny, how you went to the pool and realised that you still have your hairband on! :D :D Blur girl.

Happy birthday to youu!! I shall await your FROG FAMILY okay? ;D

CLARABELLE GERARD

Hey honey! I don't have pics with you cos I haven't seen you in eons! You've got to set a date with me okay! Then we can go shopping and watch movies and catch up at Starbucks <3 You lovely girl, how's penguin doing? ;D And modelmaterialwoman, you shall make it BIG in the near future! But before that, meet up with me! So that i can say I know the world's top model! :D:D

LOVE YOU!

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Oh happy day!

CHERIE’S COOL (Go head be bold with it)
SHE’S THE MAN (Go head be bold with it)
SO SEXY (Go head be bold with it)
PLAYING NETBALL (Go head be bold with it)

Couldn't resist. The crap I come up with, when I say happy birthday to people. Hehe.
Hope all of you shall be happy on this day! ;D

Yay. Going off to my aunt's for lunch. Whee. Family Lunch after the longest time. Lovely.

Yesterday was pure fun I guess ;D

Chemistry lecture was okay. Break was okay. Chem lesson was fine. Math Lecture was ... Smokey. Which was very gross. GC was fun, cos we had Class Lunch <3. Tamil was stupid but oh well. Lunch and Free period became an 1 1/2 hour free period! LA was crappy because I didn't know what to write about. SPIRE was okay since we got all our stuff settled.

After school, met up with Avril & Louisa and Eugene. Then Louisa went off. Eugene went to play soccer. So avril&i headed to the grandstand. then talked. then started on our bio. Then a few people came and went. Then we got Avril's file. Then Rachel, Chuyun and Cherie came down. Then Louisa joined us. Then Eugene after playing, joined us. So we were all studying (most of us) and then, it was already 6.30pm. So Rachel Chuyun Cherie and Eugene wanted to run 2.4Km. While Louisa Avril and I laid on the ground at the Netball corner, and sky gazed.

It was pretty fun. But embarrassing cos everyone was staring at us as they walked past us. Haha playing Public Affair. Louisa, its not CAMELS. Haha! And Avril, I hate taking pictures lying down. Lol xD The sky didn't have much to gaze at, since it was highly condensed yesterday. But we hung around for a while, laughing and talking about how we want to die and all that. Then they finished their run. So they joined us. Then we took lots of pictures ;D Andy&Wanyun helped us to take them! Thank you!

Then they left. Then Eugene wanted to bathe. But after what Chuyun said about a girl in hwa chong getting raped by a construction worker whilst bathing, he was freaked. Eugene, you owe the six of us big. Heh. It was fun though. :D

Then after that, the whole lot of us headed to Waffletown at Balmoral Plaza. At the bus stop, Eugene was trying his best to avoid the lizards! There were none dude. None. And we missed 66 cos we were all busy finding our wallets and forgot to , flag. -.-

Waffletown was so Old School. I pretty much liked it. The maple syrup was cute ;D As in the packaging. And the waffle was nice. So were the fries, surprisingly. Whoo! We all had good food. And by 9, I had to leave. So Rachel & I left. Walked her to the bus stop opposite her home. Haha and she told me some stuff. Yay ;D

Yesterday was a happy day.

I think the way Mr. Eng sprints is scary. Haha.

I may start liking this school alot.
I just don't know how leaving it will be.
We'll see.

Highlights of the day (In chronological order)
1) Rachel laughing at me, (Not with me lah. POO), when she realised I did no. 4 in such a complicated manner. I didn't realise (1-sinx) / (1-sinx) = 1. And i went on to do some other nonsense until i got the answer, 1. Smart. Then Shujun came too. Haha :D
2) Homeroom was disturbing. I felt a bit cranky after realising some stuff. It's not fair lah huh. But yeah. People sometimes get what they don't deserve. And those who deserve it, get the same thing. What a world.
3) Tamil was okay. I realise now that I've got a comprehenshion to complete. Ah, crap. ): The principal/hod is going to come and sit in our class of two people. Amusing.
4) Math! I volunteered my answer, and Eugene volunteered to write MY answer. Lol xD And i was even more amused when I realised the way i did no. 4 was wrong. Hohum.
5) I insist. That dude is not hot. Haha I think Avril and Cherie should know who I'm talking about. Cos I know people who know him MAY accidentally stumble upon this blog. So no thanks.
6) MI was depressing. Two marks gone. But heck. Language predisposes thought. I have some ideas. So lets see how the group presentation goes next week.
7) Seeing Mrs. Tan's husband! Haha but he speaks really softly. =(
8) After Mi lecture, was walking down the steps near Bytes, to the canteen. Some teacher was walking up, and said Oi!!! to someone else. Being crappy, I wanted to say oi for fun. I said it out aloud. TOO LOUD. The teacher heard and he went "NOT TO YOU LAHH!!" And avril started laughing. She was crouching on the floor, dying of laughter.
9) Drank and stayed back with Cherie till 2.40. Then went home. Finally, an early day. (:

Okay. I know, there are alot of highlights. ;D But that's my day really.

Tomorrow is Star-gazing day. I can't wait actually. I should go and do my tamil homework soon. Followed by revising MI from last term. ;D Finally. I'm getting started on something. And i should revise MA1102 too.

And on behalf of 02, We miss you Mr. James Han! Hurry up and come back! Everyone's been complaining and whining. "Its only been 3 days, and I already miss him" (I think cass said that) And we're okay with the sub. teacher. Just that, I guess we miss our CT! I hope you do not hurt yourself at NS. :X Come back, reset IH, and make it an easy paper. You know why? Because you are missed! Heh ;D Scully he reads this. I hope that next year, we don't change CTs. That will be sad. Very.

I hope the Class Chalet turns out fine. Because if it does, that'd gurantee great great fun. I hope we can find random lizards somewhere. Would be fun to have Eugene wake up to a lizard on his face. :P Just that, Chuyun has to catch it with her Lizardish. (Fuck you!) That's what she meant, in her Lizardish.

It's been an interesting year. Not entirely good. But interesting. It's just shocking, how it's September. And we don't even know where all the time went to. I always say this, but I just really can't accept the fact that we're going to be seniors soon. Yeah, it'd be fun. But I guess IP1 is the year where you have the most fun. Because as you grow older, of course, academically it will get more demanding. Hai.

We will win the war!
(Exams? Hoho)

Swimming; Test was a little crappy, cos we never have done swimming laps at the 4m pool. So yeah. And kicking off is so different, that half of us COULDN'T kick off properly. Sucker. But Theo & I got to bathe early. =D
Went for early lunch with Theo, Sam, and Yanshan. Prata Stall rocks! I love chilli. While everyone else thought i was mad to put so much chilli. =(
IH presentations went on fine. Anyhow whack. xD
Maths was okay! Mr. Eng scared me so bad the day before. I'm glad it isn't so bad. But I'm not thinking about an A already. Shall aim for my A and get the B+! Heh.
Bio was okay! PBL time. Avril&I got most of the information already, so that's good.
LA was okay. I don't really have anything to say.
CAAL was the usual. Then we just did our own stuff. Tying Avril's hair. Listening to Adam&Andrew. Laughing at Zile who fell off the chair. And laughing at his stupid hairstyle that Chuyun had created. He looked completely gay.

After CAAL, lazed around for a while. Then Avril Cherie and I went down to the canteen to grab a bite and have a drink. Haha oh man. I said Longan Tea and Avril choked on her noodles. Then i came back with my Ice Longan Drink and she saw me, and I asked her why she laughed so hard, and then, I poured some drink onto my phone. And then she laughed more. Natural comedian, perhaps? ;D Then they started forcing me to sing. -.- So we headed to the grandstand. They put me in a spot, chose songs for me, and then I finally started singing. It was addictive lah. Trust me. The group of us singing and singing. Then Chuyun and Rachel arrived. Then Avril & I sat down to sing Christian Songs. (: Then Cherie&I went to change. Got cherie's mp3 and went for a run. But since my ankle hasn't recovered, I screwed it up again. So i ran like 3 1/2 rounds and walked 1 1/2. -.- Dumb. I shall put some counterpain medicine later. Then headed to the netball area. We played.

We had 1 to 4 (Andy vs. Cherie,Rachel,Avril, me) netball game. Andy won. =S WE WILL WIN THE WAR OKAY. REMATCH I DEMAND. WHEN MY ANKLE'S OKAY AND JOEY STAYS BACK WITH US. HAHAHA. THEN YOU DIE ANDY! YOU DIE! He kept telling his senior how he was winning us. Whatever, Andy.

Then Avril&I star gazed. Laying on the ground, and staring up. After a while, you begin to realise the presence of more stars, and the realisation continues throughout. We were commenting before on how, the sky looked like a painted ceiling protecting the little world inside. As if we are in a snow globe. The clouds were really nice. But of course by 7.30, no clouds, just nice fresh air, and greyish sky. It was beautiful.

Star gazing is fun. So Avril&I pinky sweared that we'll study on Friday, and head to the grandstand to stargaze. (: I hope it works. Whoo.

Then we went home. Haha the amount of lizards along the bridge was tremendous. Now we know what time to make Eugene stay back until. Haha. Headed home (:

I enjoy watching the world go by.
And staring up into the sky,
And letting time pass by,
As if we have no other things to do.

(Which isn't true. We have lots of work. But well, we enjoy spending quality time with friends. Hoho)

LA was okay. IH was interesting. Tiny Tots Montessori. ACS Barker/Independent. NJC (Hwa Chong Branch) (RJC Branch, perhaps) xD MA1103, basic trigo identities. I understand it somewhat. Lunch was the usual. Tamil was amusing, as it has been for the past weeks. Cos I am very high after lunch. x) Chemistry was not too bad. The rush to the canteen for the photomoney submission before chem, was madness. Sam and I dashed back to the IS lab and ran past a group of guys who were like "wah lau mad". HEY WE HAVE A CHEMISTRY LESSON TO CATCH. You wouldn't understand. The practical, Sam&I screwed it up a little. Sam's finger touched the fire. The hot tube scalded my finger. Injury-prone. Haha. 66H20. How impossible right? Whatever already.

After school, stayed back with Theo, met Mr. Cheng, and sat to talk to him. Then Avril, Cherie and Rachel joined us. Theo had to leave, so sorry dear. ): And Avril left soon. Talked to Mr. Cheng till 4.30pm. We talked about quite a lot of things, though it was meant to be referred to one topic alone. Heh. xD Then Mr. Cheng left. So the 3 of us did our MA1103 homework. I've done all I can understand. xD Left out 4 and 5. Heh. Not too bad. Then at 6plus, those two went to run. So i sat at the grandstand and did my work. Was quite peaceful.

Did my Matrices Notes. Finished LA. Did a bit of Biology. xD And dropped my paper and pens a few times. And nearly twisted my leg by accident. But I'm okay. Got stared at by people. Cos i think they usually don't see a girl alone at the grandstand DOING HOMEWORK at 7. After Rachel&Cherie finished running, they cooled down, then we walked out. (: Missed 67. So got the bus at 8 and reached home at 8.45pm.

Yesterday was a fun day, really.

Went to Raju's house, for Aditi&Aditya's birthday party.;D
They are 3 year olds btw. A pair of twins. Boy&Girl. (:

First thing when I was walking towards the block, I hear some screams and cries. I knew it was one of the kiddos. Then i reached the house. Saw so many familiar faces. My relatives. ;D

And the first thing that struck my attention, was Aditi's tiara. Omg lah. Her dress was pink. Her tiara had pink feathers. And her cake was Barbie Princess. Aiyohh. Aditya was the cute little boy he is, wearing his low low jeans and blue shirt, hopping around, with his top. (the thing you spin, yeah) And his cake was of some car I think. So cute :D:D

Raju wanted our family to take pics with the kids, so we did. ;D Then we ate the cake. Trust me, when I say, IT WAS CREAMY LIKE HELL. Then I talked to my cousin, Sangeetha. Found out who everyone was. I kind of forgot some people's names. Heh xD Saw my favourite aunts, and talked to them. Saw Lalitha, the 'maid' though i can't stand calling her that. Her hair's SO NICE. Long and straight. (: She's still so nice. Yay!

Mom & Dad were talking to Hari. And I felt bored. So i went to join in. That poor dude was feeling sad about his rabbit's death. 6 years of friendship? ): And he didn't want to get another animal cos he said he wouldn't love that animal but just make it as a substitute. It could almost sound like a love story, if i hadn't said RABBIT&ANIMAL. But seriously, he is one animal lover. Rabbits, Parrots, what not. Oh gosh. But he's quite a nice guy. 24 years old if I'm not wrong. His mom was talking about marriage. And his expression was just priceless. He can't stand his mom. xDD

Then we started to have our dinner. I didn't bother to eat much. Cos I wasn't hungry. Just ate cos Santhya had taken the trouble to cook, so I had to show I appreciated it. She's improved a lot. Cooking-wise. And has become more polite to all of us. Maybe it's cos her parents had come from India to visit? Because usually, she's just, ignorant of most of us. Except for her kids, Raju(husband) and maid. Sigh. Wonder when she'll change.

Then Chelli Auntie (Hari's mom) came to talk to us. Then they were talking about how i'm in NJC. Oh whatever lah. They make it sound as if I have no worries whatsoever? Yeah i know I'm in the school, but doesn't mean that I don't have to work hard to earn my grades. Oh well. I guess my sister and i are the smartest in the group of relatives that were there yesterday. (Ego, but yeah) They make it sound like, they're jealous that we got into NJC and what not. >.<
It's not my fault. Gosh.

Then for the first time, Raju put his arm on my shoulder, and talked to me. He's my cousin, mind you. Yay my brother (: Haha he's 33years old, so we barely talk. It's only my sister who can talk a hell lot with him. Cos she's 21. And I'm 15? How far apart.

I remember when the lot of us were younger, we would play 'soccer' in the house. There was this whole soccer ball Raju had made. With lots of paper and scotchtape. It lasted us many years. Then we'd play with his toy cars. I loved those cars. Damn cool. I remember the days when i used to teach Raju how to do Indian Classical Dance. And the whole family would start laughing. Cos he looked really idiotic. ;D Fun days. Until we all grew up, and he got married. Then we all started to drift apart.

Anyways, then we just sat around talking. Vasu uncle's amusing like shit. ;D Then i went to play with aditya. He's so cute. He loves the simplest things. I hope he'd grow up to be this way. Not expecting materialistic satisfactions. Unlike his sister. Whose so possessive. But some kids change. So we'll see. Jai is a funny guy too. Scared for his NS cos Hari hurt his back. (brothers)

That's one thing I'm grateful for. Not having to go for National Service. Women in Singapore have one thing to be happy about (:

Happy birthday kiddos. Aditya loves me! Auntie said he's shy around most girls, cept for those he likes. Hehehe. He gave me two kisses. <3! My three-year old heartthrob.

Omg get ready to puke.
She wore a SKIRT!

Subtle much?
:D

Thanks to the three of you,
I've lost others.
Thank you so much.
At least I don't have illusions,
anymore.

So much for bitching.
You're still with them.

And to those people who think i'm talking about them,
Oh my word. Take a hint does not apply here.
Maybe maybe not.
Depends?
Haha.

Couldn't go and study with Sam. i woke up with a completely random fever. And i was like ?! And Rachel, BANANAS HELP IN CONSTIPATION OKAY. ADMIT IT. :D

I shall blog again later.
I'm in the pissed off mode.
After reading certain people's friendsters.

It's either THIS, or THAT.
Don't go for both.
Idiots.

Recap:
Met up with Rach and walked into sch with Shu and Rachel. Did chem. First lesson was Chemistry lecture, which i understood. =DDD. During break, read through chem notes. Chem lesson was pretty much comprehendable. ;D Math test was surprisingly not as difficult as i expected it to be. But i screwed up the g(x) question. Ah well. GC was interesting.

But it was really a solemn atmosphere, when Mr. Han talked to us about Kian Ying. (KY as Mr. Eng calls her so affectionately). I hope she'll be better, recover soon, and come back to school. It's sad seeing an empty seat in class many a time, because she's not well. Let's all pray for her, okay ohtwo? ;D

Tamil was funny. I always laugh during Tamil now. I think Arthi KNOWS i'm high. xD

Lunch. Met up with Lou and Av. then the rest came. we ate quick. (It was raining so heavily damn it) Went to the MEP concert. Woah, Eugene Teo Junkai. You play really well. Now we know why you're in MEP. And we also know you have a talent :O HAHA just kidding. But yes, well done Eugene! It was Mr. Siow's birthday. So eugene played the happy birthday song on the piano. "Eh this is impromptu arh. I never play before! -plays. -Everyone is like "RIGHT IMPROMPTU. SURE" ;D
Then Avril got Mr Siow to play for us! Somewhere in time. A touching piece if you ask me. He plays really well. (:

Then we went back to class. Haha sat around and talked. I think the part when Louisa was chasing Zile was one classic. And Zile laughs in such a gay manner. Eugh. Haha.

LA was okay i guess. Haha. She said our story was GOOD. xD WHOO! haha. The writing thingo was a bit weird. I ended up writing some stupid lines on The End of the ____ i dunno what. Civilisation? World? Community? Some nonsense. LOL.

Spire was okay. Mr. Tan said ours was OKAY! And thanks to wonderful wendy, he said the candles were nice (;

After sch. Stayed back with Sam&Wendy to drink. Then met Av & Lou. Then we sat around. Avril tried to play the piano. (Killing my inspiration! Heh ;D ) Then Rachel and Cherie and Joey and Chuyun came down. Then Sneha started to call me, to do some task. HAHA So cherie and i went to the grandstand. Bandana, Sneha & I walked around the track to do the task. Heh then listened to some music. HEY MY MUSIC TASTE IS NICE OKAY! xD Then Avril. Eugene, Rachel & Chuyun came down, WITH OUR BAGS! <3 thank you!

We all hung out. Bandana and Sneha went home. Then we just talked and laughed. Then watched the math teachers and ip2s play soccer. The way Mr. Wen cheers after he scores, is just damn hilarious. ;D Hello Mr. Wen if you're reading! You can tag if you want!

Then Cherie, Rachel&I went to change into our pe attire. The two of them went to get netballs. Avril Cherie Rach started to play. They moved to the track. So i just joined them. Haha Chuyun has a phobia of balls! Then eugene joined us. Damn funny to play monkey xD I was monkey for what, 10 seconds and i made cherie the monkey AGAIN. xD

Then we did the game for so damn long. Till 6, 7 plus. Haha went to shoot too. And then there were of course a few instances, when we were chasing Eugene around after he made some stupid comment. Then Avril had to go. Then we played more. Met others. Then we decided finally to go to KAP for dinner.

Hahaha that was fun too. ;D

Today was a fun day. And kudos to that. <3


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Hello. I shall be nice. Don't force me into things, I don't want to think about. I am a person who takes time to decide about serious things. And when I mean i take time, I mean, i leave it till later, when I'm actually completely free of any work/burdens/schoolissues. So if you don't mind, don't be a bitch, nor act as if I've hurt your feelings, and be nice. Because this really isn't my fault. And if you don't understand, I get it. I overestimate your sensitivity.
Thank you.
Yours sincerely,
Shanti.

May angels lead you here.
Hear you me, my friends.

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Amazing still it seems
Ill be 23
I wont always love what I'll never have
I wont always live in my regret

Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here and now
I'm ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

A song that's closer to home.
Closer to me.

No one else will have me,
like you do.
No one else will have me,
only you.

-

The dude who voices for Elmo, is a grown 45 year old man. Scary shit or what?
And Jimmy Choo's founder was Tamara, not Jimmy Choo. Jimmy Choo is the cobbler though. And Barbie was started 46 years ago by a woman called Barbara who named the dolls after her youngest daughter, Barbie.

Just some fun facts.

Recap time (:

Went to sch at 7.40. Didn't bother waiting. Went up with Rach to get my tamil books. Went to do tamil hmwk at the Grandstand. Shujun came over. Liyana came over. Gillian&Sneha too. Then it was nearing 8.30 so we went up. The assembly was actually at the Parade Square. What the hell lah. Waste time.

Homeroom was saddening. We lost our defending championship title to ... 06. Not fair lah. They have Mr. Eng Wee Keng. Expected them to win anyhow. Funny how we both knew the tactics to used, but 02 fell for our own tricks. Oh well.

Tamil was a bore. As usual. =( But laughed alot AT Arthi when she had to say the story cos the teacher kept asking questions that made her sound so dumb and made me laugh my ass off. Lol xD

Math was okayy. I was bored again. I donch like Trigo.

Lunch was okay ;D Haha.

Mi was okay. Language and thought. Really interesting. I'll blog about it more over the weekend.
Mi lecture was one heated argument. My marks sucked. Oh well. I was entertaining myself by using Theo's marker to write our names on each other's GCs. Haha mine's the prettayest, ;D
After lecture, went to ask Mrs. Tan about the farewell thing. Haha Oh man a funny incident.

I stuck out my leg, and put it down (not knowing where it was going to land). Suddenly i realised the ground felt weird. Next thing i know, it was Mrs. Tan's foot.
So i was like Oh no. So i said "Haha you can step my foot back" Then she said, "My shoe how much! Your shoe how much! No need lah!" HAHA. I was laughing.

Then, went to the canteen. Wendy&Rachel went home. So, Eugene, Cherie, Avril, and I stayed back to do some math. Haha oh my gosh. I think the canoeists hate us bad. Ah well. Especially Eugene's comments when a canoeist girl was just next to us. TSK. Haha and oh my lord. The way Eugene grooved to A Public Affair got me laughing so bad. Avril&I were getting fits! xD Imagining him doing those stupid moves the four of them were doing in the video.

AND HIM IN JESSICA SIMPSON'S OUTFIT? HAHAHAHAHAHA. SCARY! Then Cherie got teased a hell lot for 'staring at the dude with short shorts' HAHA. Wth man, Eugene. I gave up on math. And Avril wrote me another message on my hand. -.-

Haha some girl came up to us to tell us to shut the music off cos they were having some studying session. Freedom man. Freedom. Canteen to eat, laugh, joke. You want to study? You go library. Oh well. x( Then we went home at around 5.

Quote of the day by Eugene Teo Junkai:
Permanent for the time being.

It makes so much sense. :X

Recap:
Swimming was fun. Besides the fact that my damn shampoo bottle leaked onto my skirt. Lol this whole green patch. Disgusting.

Went back to sch. Had IH. Sam&I haven't presented. Lets hope all goes well. The presentations were pretty okayy.

Maths was fine. Haha Mr Eng called Cass and me to the front saying how instead of each having a uniform set each we share one uniform set. Cos i was wearing shorts instead of skirt. And Cass was wearing slippers instead of shoes cos she left them at CCAB. xD Bio was quite interesting. Avril and I were laughing at funny stuff. I forgot what though! Haha xD Hey Sexy Ape. WTH.

La was a bore. Creative writing in a group is seriously messed up. I don't see how it helps because it's hard to combine 4 different writing styles. =/ CAAL ended early. Then it was home (: But shujun wanted to go out. So i went with her to causeway to eat. Then we took neos. Then went home.

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Confusion.
Definitely takes its toll on you, after a prolonged period of time. When ignorance aids it along, it's a deadly combination. Regretting, now, cannot undo the done, or serve as a ticket to gaining back what's lost.

Unsure of what's the purpose of it. Unsure how i would decide on something that dangerously weighs down the thin thread which I would like to call the future. One bad decision, and the thread snaps. And that's that. Making or breaking what you could be or could have been.

Reality.
How youth can have so much weightage in the overall life you'd be having.
Most youth don't want to worry about such things.

It's nicer. Without the bills laying on your desk, screaming out at you to pay it up, or your child tugging at your sleeve asking you to play Hide&Seek with him/her. Or the frank in-your-face boss at work, breathing down your neck for the documents you didn't even know of.

Adulthood seems to loom ahead of us.
And it seems to be a huge step from who we are now.

And you know what?
I don't know if I really want to move away from this comfort zone.
I really don't.

We're higher on the age ladder.
I just don't know how it would be to step up once more.

Okay let me recap my day. Before i enter a moment of major thankyous (:

Met up with Rachel. Got the grandstand footage i needed. ;D 6B all the way? HAHA. Then during Homeroom we played Dog & Bone. WELL DONE OHTWO <3
At first, we were losing big time to 03. Everyone was feeling down. Then we started to get these weird tactics. Distractions. Running away when no one noticed. Etc. It was HILARIOUS. Then we won 03. We were all surprised. Then we realised "Oh shit 05. Sure lose" Haha. Mr Han was like "05 has their own strategy as to what to do, etc.etc." Then we were all like WTH! STRATEGY FOR DOG AND BONE. Haha, then we started to play. Oh my lord, we won and won. I think the one when Shiqi took the 'bone' was hilarious. And Yile vs. Mr Heah. We won 05 too. Whooo! Champions <3

Then it was LA. Oh man the compre marks sucked. Ah well. And Avril&Cherie, you guys write so darn well.

IH was pretty much fun. I was laughing at Eugene's stupid comments. "Oh who else will lose out. Consumer's family. Family's children. Children's children. Etc. Etc" DIAO. Haha.

Maths was scary. The graphs confused me. But i get it now.

Lunch was as per usual. HAHA. Oh man i went to buy fries. Then i thought my one dollar coin was fifty cents. I realised it wasn't. And my wallet was at the table. So retarded. Had to run back to get it. Haha.

Tamil was boring. And the teacher forgot we had homework. :D Rock on? And Arthi remembers 6B and plans to blackmail me with it. Shit.

Chemistry was one confusing lesson. But half of it was spent laughing with Avril. Haha Selva would stare at us here and there. Oops. And asked Avril to answer alot. Super hilarious. xD

Then after sch, stayed back to do math. Rachel's group was doing IH. Then everyone started leaving. Omg, Zile was so stupid. He was refusing to carry the board home. Who you meeting at orchard arh? Don't want to say? Girlfriend huh? ;D Finally he brought it home. Then Chuyun came back from German. She went around trying to catch the lizard. Hohoho. For some reasons. Then Rachel&Cherie were getting ready for a run. We went to the canteen. Bought food. Sat at the benches and talked and talked. About alot of things. Digressing from topic to topic. It was fun though. And Rachel, I will not talk to any Non-living objects. Unlike You who talks to Forks/spoons or whatever. And Cherie who talks to noodles. xD

Then we headed to the grandstand. We talked for a bit more, then they went for their run and Chuyun and I sat there to talk. (: Talked till 7plus when they ended their run. Lots of topics once again. Haha first time talking to Chuyun like that. Heh. Today was a fun day. Lots of fun. I hope Class Chalet works out. Please come alright.

And MSN is working once again. Great.

OKOK. HERE'S THE GREATEST NEWS:
I MANAGED TO FINISH MY CHEMISTRY HOMEWORK.
I WAS NEARLY CRYING WHEN I COULDN'T GET IT!
I WAS SO STRESSED.
BUT THANKS TO:
CHERIE.
RACHEL.
AND OF COURSE SHIHUI ;D
I MANAGED TO FINISH IT. THANK YOU ALL OF YOU! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! <3

I don't have to cry anymore!
I'm a happy girl!

I need you so much closer.
You recognise.
Do reciprocate.

First day of Term 4

Well, Rachel made my day alerting me to 6B. HAHA. I was seriously smiling after that. Anyway ((: Then I got a pleasant surprise seeing our IH static display. Thank you Mel&Cass for doing it ;D It's really pretty. Let's hope Sam & I can do it some justice with our Oral Presentation.

Then Bio station quiz. Oh my gosh. Sam and I were paired up together. Haha we aren't too bad for people who didn't study well. ;D But all the functions thingos we forgot. The simplest. -.-

For GC, we had some lame stuff haha. Quite amusing though. First bread. Beef. Patty. Sauce. Onions. Tomato. Second bread. Cheese. Beef. 2 Pickles. 1 Onion. Lettuce. Mustard. Ketchup. Cucumber. Whoo! xD

Lunch : ate prata, and got amused by Louisa's dilemma with her Fillet burger and her roti prata. And chuyun's overload of sugar. Woman, we don't want you to get diabetes! =( Then walked back to class. Listened to music. Swooned over Iris with Avril ;D Laughed at Zile with everyone else. Haha seriously, he is really one overreactor. Hoho.

Then MATH! Haha matrices seem a bit weird. Oh well. =/ Got amused with Mr Eng's constant jokes. He's a funny guy. Next year, for teachers' day, I'll make sure i buy gifts, and he will get one. Heh.

Physics was fine really! The first part a bit boring. Avril & i were amusing ourselves with lame faces. Haha my ape face, and her attemptedtobe ape face. But then we got split up into groups "According to Ability" and Sam, Avril, Chuyun & I were put together into Group C2! ;D Which means we're the C-graders or the worst lot in class. C1 and C2 around the same lah. But heck it, we actually progressed well and Miss Ong was pleased. ;D Yeah baby. It was quite fun, I enjoyed it.

Then after school, stayed back with Sam to do Ih. But due to Eugene's alert, I realised the presentation was on Wed. So we just hung around. Walked around a bit. Then went home. Haha we saw that stupid girl who was wearing orange shorts, in her school uni at Nj busstop. She noticed us and Sam said she played the staring game, once again.

Hoho. I saw this girl on the bus. I remember after National Day celebrations, Rachel & I saw her and her boyfriend on the bus. Then I remember a few weeks back, I was just walking towards the Grandstand, and observed that her boyfriend and her were on very cold terms, and he was trying to patch up with her, and what not. Today, I saw her with a new guy on the bus. People move on fast huh? 8th August was Nat. Day celebrations. Today is 11th September. In a month or so. I always wonder how people 'heal' so fast, or is moving on to the next one, considered as their way of healing? Isn't that unfair to the other party? Some would label such people, sluts/jerks (depending on gender of course). Others would be heckcare about it, cos it's not our business. I guess, I observe alot. It's interesting. It's like watching a story unfold from afar. Like a live show. I should people-observe/watch more. It's interesting.

Those three words, are said too much.
They're not enough.

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
Unseen.

You turn every head,
But you don't see me.

Ah.
I can't get down to serious studying at home.
It's annoying me, but well.

Woke up late. Watched some shows with the family. Fought with my sister over whose fbts she was wearing. xD We always fight over clothes. Idiotic. Hohum.

And i caught The Hills on MTV for the first time. I pity Lauren. Jason is such a bitch man. I know he's a dude. But gosh, the girl had work on your birthday, she told you beforehand, she feels bad, she rushes to your birthday, and you give her the cold treatment. Cut her some slack. At least she tried.

I've spent 3 till 4 to write this entry. And why? Because I'm distracted by the many uses of Friendster. It's quite entertaining. I just amused myself with a picture of somebody who put makeup until, it was overboard. Clownish, even. =/ I guess they were having fun. I also found friendsters of people I knew somehow. How exciting. But I'm lazy to add them. Hoho.

Rachel helped me lengthen the name.
Blondie Boobie Bobo Bombshell Broomie Back.
I got so amused last night, when she said it,
and it gave me the idea of lengthening the already long enough name.
;D Be honoured.










During the heart disection.
Though the heart's kind of,
HIDDEN.










Okay. Censored. Censored. Censored.
Haha xD










A picture from the 1st Class outing 2006.
It seems so long ago.
When it was just a while back.
I remember Huang Zile took this pic.
Haha he was taking unglam shots, of all of us.

Hohum.

Let's see. This week.

1) Bio Quiz (25%) on Monday, which is Tomorrow (Freaks out)
2) IH presentation on Tuesday, (SHIT)
3) Swimming. I'm praying my ankle recovers by then.
4) MA1102 Test on Friday (God Save Me!)
5) Major studying session on Saturday with Sam *
6) Aditi&Adithya's birthdays <3 The little kiddos are becoming 3.

(* Let's hope we have some -coughs. Motivation to study, and this motivation can come in many forms eh? Let's hope it doesn't become a distraction in the end. Especially if ____ comes again. Paparazzi. How do you spell that? Ah nvm)


Let the studying begin.
LET THE BRAIN CELLS GO HAYWIRE! WHOOO. I sound sadistic. But well, that's what studying is like.

Today, ended up not waking up at 5am cos i was sleeping too soundly according to my father, and he couldn't wake me up. I ended up waking up at 10.30. Went to KAP to do IH with Sam.

Oh man. We had lots of fun, staring at weird people, laughing at what those weird people did, laughing at that video she had, and stressing over IH. But we got it together with my dad's help and our brains xD

The group of girls behind us, were so damn annoying. One girl was playing "The Staring Game" with Sam. Wth man, -.-. And there were these two guys next to us, who did really weird things. One completely transformed from Geek to Yoyofoshizzle Dude after going to the toilet. And another guy kept shifting at his seat and Sam kept wondering how come her phone was vibrating. Ahem.

Then after IH, we studied. Haha i finished bio! At least writing notes. i have to cover the food tests. And then i can revise. Sam did some studying too. But she was more interesting in her multimedia usage and smsing Louisa Lyn Ho about somebody. That was funny, really.

Old fishermen eh Louisa? Tough Luck!!
xD

After studying, we left KAP at about 6. Haha quite a fruitful day, if you ask me.

-

Certain things, we need our own time and space to figure out, and to decide. It's nice that others are willing to help you. But there's a limit because once that someone crosses a limit, it becomes more of a "You better take my help. Now. I'm giving it to you", and I'm not too good with dealing with that.

I need space. Really.
I hope this makes it clearer to you, and I don't mean to be offensive either. But thank you for everything. I still do appreciate it.

Just need to do this one on my own. I'll seek for your help when I need it.

Jealousy's a bitch.
No envy for you, Shanti.
No jealousy.
Green's mean.
(Besides Terra that is)

But I can't help saying this.
The only reason you're friends, is 'cos she informs you, and you absorb, and that creates fun.
Anyway.
And for those who think they know who i'm referring to, you have NO idea.

Today was fun. Haha, went to KAP to study. Zile, Cherie, Wendy, and Rachel were doing their IH project. Which looked rather impressive. Then Av and I went to buy food. Came back up. First thing, Zile steals our food. Thanks lah you idiot. Haha. Then I started studying for bio. Nothing much went in at first. Now I'm getting the hang of it. Got Zile to help Av with her math. In the end, Cherie beat him to it. (: After about 3 to 4 hours of studying, seeing Avril fidget and moving from place to place, having zile pop by and rub it in that his ih project rocks, rachel coming by to say hi, and cherie asking us stuff, We decided to finally head off to Cherie's house.

Wendy didn't come though. Reached Cherie's place. It's pretty nice. With the big mirror in the middle of the house, reason for Avril to become narcissistic. We sat to watch Meet the Fockers. To get the sound out of the DVD player was one big trouble. Haha we got her bro to help, her sis to help, in the end, her sister Caryl figured it out. Yay. Meet the Fockers is quite funny.

"Ahhsss. Hooool"
xD Funny shit.

Then Avril and I were saying how Cavin (Or is it Cavyn? Whatever) would grow up to be one handsome boy, unless he doesn't lose that haircut of his. Haha. After the movie, watched some tv. And dinner was served. Haha the vegetarian food wasn't too bad. And we were entertained with MTV videos, and Fairly Odd Parents. The dinner conversation was pretty interesting. After that, we sat to watch Drake&Josh and then High School Musical Dance Along, which Avril did pretty well in x)

After laughs, we finally left Cherie's house at about 8.30! Yay great day <3
Thank you Cherie! And Av & Rach.

Shall update pictures later.
I shall go back to studying soon.
Wonderful Proteins. Phospholipids. Polysaccharides.
Hohum.

I have to start the studyinghardtillyoucry soon. D; Oh well. It will end in 5 weeks, anyway.



After swimming.
Madness.






Sam&Me
Show some<3







As you can see, after spire, after IH, we just do nonsense. (:

Anyway, last night, I found such beautiful LJ icons on the livejournal icon webs. Let me post a few on.








I shall not post the others. Lazy. (:

I think. I got such a weird dream. There was fire, robots, njc friends, the new ip1 kids, etc. But nothing beats yesterday. Of ________. Come on, I don't even know ________. And I will not take it as a sign, whatsoever. Unless, it happens once again. Then, I'd have to do something about it, won't I? It's funny how signs come in the weirdest ways. Sometimes, warped too. It's up to us whether we're going to believe in such things or not. Some would say, it would be stupid to do so. Others would say, it is stupid not to believe something that's right in front of you. Maybe it's just denial on our part, when we don't. Not wanting to believe in a thing that may just be your imagination, or is just any other dream.

I checked it out, and it said "It could be a reflection of your ____ _____. If the ____ is known to you, it could reflect your concern, and _____ to be _____ __ ____."
Maybe so. If that's true, not that I can do much about it. Not like I'm going to confront anyone.

I should not blog too much about certain stuff. Especially since, we know teachers read blogs, and it's worse when you know there are teachers with blogs, increasing the danger. Haha.

Everybody's talking about how i can't can't be your love,
But I want want wanna be your love, for real.

I just woke up from a long long afternoon nap.

Went to school for IH today. We realised Sam's book had all the answers and we had info. So we just slacked. =/ Then after that, went to the Bio Lab, met shujun, sheena came after that, then Sam and I went down to the piano area to surf friendster.

I am such a clown i tell you.
My left leg got numb after a while.
So when Sheena, Shujun, Sam and I were going to leave, i had to get up, obviously.
When i put my leg on the ground, i couldn't feel it, but i just got up. I realised my foot was in the awkward-est position ever, and I heard a crack. =( My ankle still hurts now. Maybe I can wear slippers to school. Whee! I hope I can go for swimming pe though. xD
Ohoh. THE SCARY PIANO DUDE. He really was scary. Sam & I were like 'WTH'.

We went to KFC at Bukit Timah. Haha quite fun I guess (;
Then those three went off to the other bus stop. While I walked slowly back to my bus stop, got the bus, got sleepy, and went home.

My dad thinks I'm the stupidest girl, x) Oh well.
Avril's Reaction: Oh my gosh... Prasanthi ram...you toot!
Haha, and thank you Shujun for trying to fix my sprain. Hehe. And sheena for walking slowly with me. Heh. And Sam, we are zee terra sisters yo! And don't worry about whoever that person was online, if you know what I mean. It'll be fine!

Last night was terrible. But yeah, thanks Sheena for talking to me till 2 though half of it was nonsense heh. Your sister is damn cute. "AHHH. AHHHH" "okok go back to sleep!" xD


Yo homies.
We have to go out,
Together,
When we can (:
Wendy too.


And the pressure to study hard, begins.
Hai. Well things to look forward to are : MGS ROCs Concert, After Exams!, Eoy Holidays, Induction.

I am confused. But like Avril said, I will find my way, just that it will take some time. I wonder how long, but for now, I should just find out more, and see where it takes me to.

I just hope I don't disappoint anyone, especially my parents. If you'd understand, that would make me the happiest person in the world.

Just now I had the weirdest dream, and now what am I going to do? =/ With it happening all around you, are you going to give in to the pressure or stay and watch, and wonder?

and I will give you rest.

-Edit 2358

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all i've done

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

I guess, people start to realise, why others like me, love this song so much. It means a lot. So, yeah. I hope that those who haven't heard it before, go and check it out. It's touching, sweet, whatever you want to call it. And moreover, for once, it seems sincere.

I heard it months back. And now it's popular. Same goes for Chasing Cars, Ugly, etc. (:

And Rachel, no that person is not my future ____. I shall not accept that!

Well well, woke up early for Spire.
Met wendy first. Marvelled at her interesting jewellery. Talked about House of Wax, Mulan 2, and what not. Went to KAP, bought breakfast. Sam came. We saw sneha, denise and gang. Then after a while, we saw Mel Shiqi Cass Jolene too. Then Hung came i think.
Did a little bit of surveying. And a little bit of Spire.
Then wendy and hung left. Sam & I got bored. So finally, we called up Sherlene to meet us at Cine. Then the three of us went to watch Love Wrecked.

It was really cute. Jonathan Bennett is HOT STUFF. He is cuter in Lovewrecked, because when he acts blur, it's just Wow. xD
The Chris Carmack guy from OC is disgusting. Eugh. And so is Alexis whoever.

The bus ride to Cine was amusing for Sam&me. We met a group of ip3s. They saw some girl and thought it was Avril. (That unknown girl was canoodling with some guy)
And then Annabel whispered to us "Is that AVRIL?" And i was like thinking "NOOO. LOL."
Heh.

I also liked the store at Cine. I forgot the name. But they sell rad shirts. ;D And Kinokuniya is great. I saw so many good Literature books that i should pick up to read one day. Fun fun day. Haha.
Thanks to Sherlene & Sam. During the movie, those two would go "OMG OMG" and hold my hand because Jonathan Bennett was doing smth cute, or Chris Carmack was being horny.
HAHA. xD

Tomorrow, IH.
Thursday, Studying & Movie Marathon.

I shall edit this post later on. I'm kind of low on creativity right now. Haha.

[Edit 1952]

You complained about me. You went against me. You confronted me. You ditch me. Then You call me back. Then You ask me, where we went wrong?
You started it. Don't ask me when it was Your idea all along.
I'm much happier without sticking to rigid circles thank you.

Oh what irony. How one can carry out so many wrongs, and finally turn around, and point a finger, slandering you, when it was their fault all along. It's even worse, when the non-existent guilt card is used to make themselves look better, and make you look bad even if you are the innocent party.

The sheep that cried Wolf, had a veneer all along.

-

Though I'd rather it wasn't you.
I'm more than happy, that you assured me.
And that you care.
Thank you.

I love you alot.
I think you know that.

And as for my dear Sister,
I'll be there for you, when it all seems terrible.
Don't worry.
Someone will sweep you off your feet,
And love you forever.
And make sure there's a smile on your face, everytime.
And the rascals before him,
would wish they were as fortunate.

<3

What would you do,
If you were given an opportunity,
To change it all.

Before I plunge into a sad topic, let me just recap my day.
Went for swimming. Went out with Cherie and Avril to eat breakfast at Ya Kun Kaya Toast. Walked around at Far East. Windowshopped. Went to Cine, got movie tickets, met Wenloong, Charvi & Rachel for Lunch at Burger King. Then Cherie, Av and I left for Devil Wears Prada. When I'm in a better mood, I'll do a review. If you have an eye for fashion, you better get your ass down to that movie.

The first thing that I saw, when i came onto MSN tonight, was Samantha's message about how Steve Irwin had passed away and that we should put (tu) in front of our nicknames to pay respect. At first, I took some time to realise who he was. And then, i realised. He was Crocodile Hunter. The extremely adventurous man who would pounce onto crocodiles, get bitten by snakes, stung by scorpions, and still continue what he loves the most, everyday with much passion. The show I used to watch just to catch shots of his little baby girl and boy and marvel at his bravery and sense of humour.

I was heartbroken reading the article on Yahoo! and CNN. Stung by a stingray, that punctured a hole right into his heart causing him to die. He died trying to help a creature that he had so much love for. There are two ways to look at it. He died doing what he loved the most thus no regrets. Or, he was betrayed by what he loved the most, thus, unfair.

I guess it's better to think of it in the first way. At first, it is hard to accept it, because it is a loss of a life that many of us admired that's in question.

I just pray that he will rest in peace in heaven, where God will watch over him. And that God will also watch over his family & friends who he had dearly loved.

I also pray for whoever else who has lost someone they had loved dearly, and is unable to accept it. Denial, Anger, Guilt, Depression, Regret, etc. I guess, those will finally lead to Acceptance, one fine day.

I guess this sort of stories teach us alot.
Life is precious. We may hate it sometimes, we may wonder why God even had to put us in such a sinful place, we may get emo, we may start to inflict pain unto ourselves, and whatever else. But it's only when we lose someone, that we realise how many regrets we have. How we have wasted away our lives thinking about things that weren't going to change, and neglecting things that could change or improve, like family & friends.

I love you Dad, Mom, Sis, Aunt Indhu, Aunt Saras, Uncle Shiva, Sangee, Raju, Aditya, Adithi, Santhya, and all my friends.
Thank you for accompanying me in life.

P.S. I think it's inspirational, seeing (tu) On almost everyone's MSN nicknames. I hope you realise people love you! (:














Funny how one person's death, could cause so many others to reflect upon their own lives. Thank you for making many of us realise what life means.

Though even after learning, we tend to forget, when pressure builds up, and stress comes in. But at least, there'll be a voice in the back of our head at the end of the day, reminding us how our lives are precious, and that we should learn to treasure it, while we can.

Emo is one step below Transvestite.
(:

If only all of us girls could wake up to a nice English Breakfast and a sweet man named Leopold (Hugh Jackman seems sweet too. HOHO)

Kate & Leopold

How I wish we could have our own Leopold, eh? Rachel Lee Kuan Neng, do you agree? I bet you do! (: It was one sweet love story. I've watched it before. Just that now, i remember why i liked it in the first place.

Two people from different eras falling in love, just to find out that they weren't that far apart afterall. But the part about a crack in time, and all, is that even possible? Because if it were, I would be rather interested as to find out where the crack is, and go back in time myself. But the thing is, what if suddenly the portal is non-existent, and i jump off something like the Brooklyn Bridge, and end up in the hospital with broken bones, or in heaven floating around on clouds?! Not a good sight.

Quotes ;D

Leopold: I tell you, that thing is a damn hazard!
Kate: It's just a toaster!
Leopold: Why is it called a toaster when it produces no toast, but simply warm bread, and inserting it two times produces charcoal? The ideal toaster would have one and a half insertions to produce the correct toast

BAHAHAHAHA. It produces no toast. Heh (x So cute

-

[Talking to himself]
Leopold: Ah Miss Blaine, you dance like a herd of cattle. You are a rare woman who lights up a room simply by leaving it!

HAHAHAHA. Funny. It's like "Oh you're so fat that i get enlightened when you move out of the way" (: But he's so polite, though rude. Heh.

-

Leopold: Everything plays a farce to you. Women respond to sincerity. No-one wants to be romanced by a buffoon. Now, that number rings her. <3

-

Leopold: Only because I told her of your affections.
Charlie: [taken aback] Wha - what did you say?
Leopold: Merely that you admired her, but you were hesitant to make an overture, as you'd been told she was courting another.
Charlie: Shit... that's good! Well, what did she say?

That IS good. Smart man he is from 1876 was it? Or was it rather 1874?
Hugh Jackman is so hot. I want my own Hugh Jackman like Avril wants her own Johnny Depp! =( This is so depressing. Both of them are OLD. And we are what, 15? I'm only 14. Bah!

I think Rachel&I will be doing the Ancient Talk later today. Haha (:

I watched House of Wax, Mulan 2 and Kate & Leopold yesterday.
Movie fest.

House of Wax was not pleasant at all. Especially the part when Iforgothisname peeled off Wade's waxed face to reveal the flash inside, and Wade's eyes were still moving. That was disgusting. But I don't believe it is possible to make a house out of wax. Isn't there too much heat everyday that the place started melting? Eugh I feel so disturbed by that movie.

Mulan 2 was great. (: Shang & Fa Mulan. Disney movies always make you smile. I was crying at one part, I forgot what. But it was really sad. And i love Mushu. He's so cute. Eddie Murphy is one character i tell you. Humourous.

I feel like watching Legend of Zorro today. But I don't know if i should instead watch Prince of Egypt again, because I love that show. Haha Disney all the way!

I watched Singapore Idol last night. I think Hady Mirza rocks socks. Senorita, I feel for you! (: It was pretty good besides the fact that his first song was tops. Haha. Go Hady! Paul Twohill did badly for the 2nd song or whatever. Jasmine Tye is -.-'''. Jonathan has bad pronunciation. So we'll see how this goes. And Jonathan really reminds meof Sylvester Sim. Bah.

Well well, I'm off to watch some random movie. I'm telling you, YOUTUBE is the <3!

Well hello everyone. I just had visitors over at my house.
The cutest baby on Mother Earth, ever.

I remember how Joyce&Tony were a couple in 2004, still very shy around each other. It was really cute to watch. Next thing you know, he's proposed. Then in January, 2005, they got married. In June, my family was at the Changi Airport ready to leave for our Europe Trip. I remember we were eating Kaya Toast and suddenly Joyce dropped a hint, and my parents were like "Omg congratulations!" And we realised Joyce was pregnant. Fast workers. xD

And today, I saw Ross Lim. He was such a cute baby. Very playful indeed, pulling everyone's hair, and putting his little tiny finger through my sister's earring, in an aim to pull it off. Little did he know, that it was hurting my sister. But nevertheless, he remains the epitome of cuteness. He's 6months old but really alert. When you talk, he will look up at you, attentively, and listen as if he could comprehend whatever you were saying. Adult talk must be quite amusing for him. His own "Goo Goo Gaa Gaa" must be the coolest Fo Shizzle language and Adult Talk must be some comical watch for him.

I wonder how it is, to look up at everyone all the time. No wonder they get so tired easily. I mean imagine looking up all day long, your neck's bound to hurt like hell. Especially since little babies have such improportionate bodies (Sorry) and non-existent balance, it must suck. But they have fun, don't they? Getting carried around all the time. I think my dad spoilt Ross. He was carrying Ross around, having fun.

And Joyce was like "Your father is so good with kids. Next time when you two have babies, you have a ready baby sitter".

My sister was all defiant and went on to say "I am so not getting married at 21. I'm too young". You better hurry up missy. Before you know it, you're 40, lonely, with 72 cats, 27 hats, and a rocking chair knitting a blanket, for yourself.

The love between a child and a mother is very wonderful to watch. I was smiling, because it was so cute to see the child look up at his mother, stretching out his small fragile arm, and whacking it around trying to reach his mother's warm face. And when she smiled, the child started giggling. And a baby's laughter is a very melodious sound to hear. It just reminds you, how there is still innocence in the world and it's not all in despair.

It's just pitiful, to remember how almost every child grows out of his or her innocence as he is exposed to the world, bit by bit. Some manage to stay on the right track. But the others get influenced by the bad surroundings though they appear to be comforting and positive.

We'll see how Ross is. Let's hope he becomes like his father. A righteous gentleman who is very loving and caring.

And P.S., Rachel, The Marlee Fund is the love. Fo Shizzle Ma Weeble, yo!

If you're wondering,

I was online last night reading some Slang Dictionary.
So yes, the fo shizzle language has gotten to me.
"I haven't seen you in a minute yo"
Translate: I haven't seen you in a long time.

Talk about ridiculous.

Well, hello.

Slept till 10am today. (: My dream wasn't pleasant at all, and it was even worse when Rachel told me "Abraham Lincoln dreamt of his own death, and he was shot" . But this dream was about my sister's death. How comforting Rachel. Hoho. Ate Oreo cereals! HAHA. The marshmellows <3 align="center">Plans for September Holidays