Today it was Teachers' Day celebrations.
Pretty dead if you asked me. I miss how MGS had its celebrations. ): And the worst part was the heavy rain. It was raining so damn heavily by 7. My dearest darling Rachel came late! Haha. Then we walked in, complaining all the way about how terrible the rain was. Then we went to the round tables, and did physics. Well at least I did. Then a few others came along, like Leo, Sharon, Lava, Joyce, Zile, Alan, and Wendy. Haha Wendy chiong physics. And zile sucks as a teacher. And Leo, what were you doing wearing a cap IN the sch?! Haha ;D.

Then off to celebrations. The acapella grp was quite nice. I was screaming. Haha thoughI really couldn't hear some people. Then the council performance was amusing. Heh. But the energy was pretty much non-existent. Then we went for the pizza party. Met Mr Cheng and Mr Han to pass presents. Got the pizzas and drinks. Called up sneha, and we decided to go to Mgs (:

Oh my. It was so fun. I met Emily, Sharona, Amelia, Amanda, Chloe, Joelle, Sylvia, Grace, Vicky, Valerie, Deborah, Mansi, Jumanah, Azizah, Joyce, Kim, Laura, Kim Devan, Sandra, and a few others I'm so sorry I can't remember. Took pics with my darlings! Haha Sharona, you looked so cute with your outfit<3! And Emily, pretty lady. (: Mansi Jumanah and Azizah were all dressed up too.

Omg it was fun, catching up. Goodness, stupid Mansi stole my phone to look at my pictures. And i refused to let her. So i went around chasing her around the classroom to get my phone back. But they didn't let me have it back. Omg it was comical though. And Mansi was complaining how i had SO many pics. Whatever lady. Haha and jumanah is seriously mad. WHAT BROWN BREAD?! And azizah is so cute. Whose the dude arh! What was the name again? I forgot. Haha. Then i got back my phone. And Mansi stole my bag refusing to give it back to me. LOL damn funny. She passed it to Azizah and went back to class. Azi didn't know and gave it back to me. HAHAHA Then mansi tried tickling me. Lol (: very amusing. We talked alot of nonsense. The four of us, walked to the busstop, and talked and talked. Sneha&I also met teachers like Mrs Chong Sk, Miss Chau who is happily married now, Mrs Poh whose kid is so adorable, Miss Gan who never taught me but said she remembers me, Mrs Janet Ng who was talking to us about NJ ip. Oh man (: I miss Mgs loads. Haha i saw valerie fooo. And she was laughing about Bobo the Broomstick. AHAHHA. love you dear.

Finally went home. Ate. Watched Just like Heaven. It was not too bad, i cried. Haha. Then watched The Real World- Austin. It was quite entertaining. ;D Then at 6 i fell asleep. And i woke up at 9.30. Woah. Heh.

To someone:
Hello. I shan't name you, because it would become kind of sappy, and that's not much of my style. Well, I'm very very glad that we got through that rough patch, and it makes me smile seeing you feel that way about us as friends. It's good, the way we have our friendship. Different, but good. I hope to spend more time with you. We have lots of fun. Well at least I do. It's funny, to think about our past. And i'm sure we'd face such things again. Let's hope we can overcome it all, yeah? And we enjoy doing really retarded things, once again. I'm sincerely happy.

Today was fine.

Didn't swim. Did maths with Avril (: Then got help from Liyana a little. After that, met up with the rest of the class, debrief, got on the bus, got dismissed, and off to Break.

I didn't eat anything nor drink. Really didn't feel like it. Haha. After we were done, we walked up to class. IH was pretty much useless. Maths was okay and I think Mr. Cheng is relieved with my trigo marks (: I actually understood the scaling stuff. ;D Then it was Bio! Haha I was just blindly copying and stoning, really. Then nice Mr. Nah let us off 10minutes early so that we could study for LA test. Not that it really helped, cos I crapped my way through LA anyway. I think i exceeded the word limit. Hur. And the short story task test made me happy? (: Cos I got a high A. Of course there are those who get A+ but heck them. Heh. Then Gavel Seminar. Pretty okay. Adrian Lim, one of the speakers, from NJ, was really good. And so was Mr Patrick Chang though his actions got weird reactions. Haha.

After sch, went to class with Cherie. Then we met Rachel, Wendy and Hung at the benches. Thank you Hung for teaching me Physics! I understood! Then he left. Then Wendy left. Then the rest stayed back to do Physics. I finished the first 5 questions and did analysing of the final question. Then Rachel&Cherie went on a walk. So i just sat alone, listening to Disintegration over and over again, and doodled on my white piece of paper. It turned out pretty good. (: And I heard this teacher saying that Ip1 students are not disciplined enough and that Ip2 students are very good. Hurhur! Then slowly it started to rain. So i called up Cherie.

Then those two came up, we went to the grandstand, and watched the rain. It was beautiful. The rain was falling as if buckets and buckets of water was being poured down from the skies above. It was so powerful, and the wind was blowing the rain into our faces. It felt so cold against our skin, but the cold felt good, for a change. Then the lightning got worse. The thunder got even more scarier. So we decided that we had to go home. I took off my socks, cos I wasn't as fortunate as Rachel&Cherie to have slippers with me cos I didn't swim today. The rain didn't get into my shoes, surprisingly. Then Rachel went home. Cherie and i went to our bus stop. She caught a taxi. I waited for my bus. Got onto my bus, and met Alvyn, talked, and I reached home at 7.30. Wth it was such a long bus ride. Just cos it was raining like hell.

A long overdue, Polling day Holiday for Njc-ians today.

I woke up, surprisingly at 8am. I watched A Cinderella Story & Mean Girls till 1plus. I did math from 4 onwards. Cherie called me up just when I was about to start, and we did math till 5.40. Over the phone. Haha (: I managed to do a bit. I shall continue with math after this entry I suppose.

I'm pretty surprised that I teared for Cinderella Story, and that Mean Girls didn't seem as good as it used to. Am i a hopeless romantic or what? Tearing at the most ridiculous things. But I guess, when Sam was ridiculed by that Cheerleader bitch, it was kind of pitiful 'cos you could see Hilary Duff's face tearing up in embarrassment and humiliation. Something you know you wouldn't want to feel much.

Not that I've turned into a fan of hers though. I still believe she's got an amazing amount of luck that has sustained her career in the industry. And probably connections and of course, kids who absolutely adored her in Lizzie Mcguire. Trust me, I used to watch that show alot too. But i've overgrown that phase. Or more of, i barely see the show on Tv nowadays.
















06ip02 (x I never understood why Zile wanted the broom in the first place. Haha! (: Broomo Power? Thank you Miss Koh for taking this picture, and Rachel for sending it to me! xD!
















Shujun & Me ;D
Your phone sucks lah, woman! But this dark effect is coolio!
This was the day when i bought my Skeleton Tee.

After all that we've been through, I know we're cool.

Photographs remind me of many different moments in life so much so that it's hard to resist taking a photograph, because you know that when the years go by, you would always want something to look back to and go "That's how I used to be" or see a familiar face and think "Oh yes, she/he was my good friend in school, etc". And each photograph has its own story to tell, and its own memory to add to your collection.

I guess, that since the year's ending, we should start taking more pictures before we leave the status of being an Ip 1 and move up on level, to being an Ip 2. When all the stress really sets in, and by the end of next year, you'd be in a dilemma as to which subjects you'd want to take. I know I'd be so confused, I'd take days to come up with even an idea of what career area I'd like to look into. Let me not bother myself with this now, because it can be quite crucial to your life later.

I have to start studying really hard for my Eoys. ): The thought of extreme stress, late nights (It's already late enough, I'm sleeping for 4 hours on saturdays. -.-), and information overloads. Not a very good one.

Light up, Light up, as if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you dear.

I wish I could tell you,
That I know you,
Without knowing you at all.
And I wish,
you'd believe me,
Without doubting me at all.

Today was quite a fun day I suppose. (:

Started off with Rachel coming late to school. Ah, spoiled my Parade Square footage but it's okay you gave me a better prize later in the day, didn't you? (: Then it was IH lecture. Haha, then IH lesson. We didn't do much but slack. Then break.

It was funny talking about our conversation the day before online and all. Then it was the WONDERFUL Bio lesson that made everyone so ... Happy& for some of us, Gay (:

We learnt about the Circulatory System. It was pretty cool. Then we were shown this really old video on the heart and all. It was one hell of a gruesome black and white video. They were cutting up veins or whatever, and we could see the heart (It was really in the shape of a HEART) beating like nobody's business. It was kind of cute. Heh. (:

Then it was time to go, HANDS ON! I did the disection with Mufeng. Omg I was Miss Camera Woman because i wasn't planning on touching it since I'm vegetarian. It was like "Okay help mufeng. then -SHANTI!TAKEPICTURE. Go take picture. -SHANTI HURRY HURRY TAKE PICTURE. Okay next picture. -SHANTI COME BACK. Go help Mufeng again." Haha. It was damn funny. The pig's heart that we got, had tons of blood clots that even Mr. Nah was grossed out. And the blood clots felt like ice and once we had washed the heart completely, it was so slippery on the plastic plate, that i was so scared it would just slide off.

Then the whole "Horny Picture Taking" started. There was this thing about being able to put a finger through this hole in the heart. And i guess, our class took it to a new level. If you know what i mean. (x Took pics with Louisa, Sam, Mufeng. Heh. Then helped others take pics. So fun okay. Blood splattered onto my skirt. Luckily not in the wrong spots. LOL. xD And i managed to get it off. After that, our fingers smelt terribly revolting. Gosh. And chuyun kept stuffing her fingers infront of everyone's faces.

NEXT UP! Aborigines performance and some dance troupe from China. Omg, i think our class is quite enthu. We sent up Eugene for the Aborigines one. It was damn funny. GO EUGENE! He was the only one who could play the instrument properly. 02's proud of you! Then Yile was seduced by one sexy China Dancer, to dance. So cute! It was damn hilarious. And the way they shaked their bootayes, omg. How enjoyable it must have been for the dudes. HAHAHA

Then Lunch (: Then Mi test, which was actually reasonably alright. Then Maths! Avril sat with me. Oh man, I'm glad i managed to do most questions for Mr. Eng's pop quiz. "Hello Zile The Answer is ______. Thank You" HAHAHA MR ENG'S INTERPRETATION OF THE FUTURE CALCULATOR. (: So cute.

Then it was physics, FREE PERIOD. All right man. We did maths, we lazed around. We took LAME pics. (:
Then Rachel, Cherie & I ran down to the Bookshop. HAHAHA. Omg The Bookshop Incident. It makes me laugh so bad.

"Cherie?" - Rachel
Both look.
"RIGHT." - Me, slamming my wallet onto the table.
Giggles here and there.

You wouldn't understand, unless you knew everything else.
((: It made me happy!

In class Cherie was like, "Shanti. BOOKSHOP. WOAH" HAHA xD Yeah man!

Then after sch, met up with rachel and wendy. We did phys for a while. Wendy went home. Rachel & I stayed back to do work till 6 when Chuyun left for her dance. Then we went on a walk around the track. We realised itwas about 7.25 or so. And left. And decided to go to KAP! Then we met the acapella group there. Heh. We were doing such lame stuffs. Sucking lemons and getting sour rush. Trying to enjoy our food. Constantly forgetting what we were talking about! Heh. Then we went to cold storage, bought some stuff, then rachel waited for mybus to come at the bus stop. Then the bus came. Went home.

It was a relatively fun day I must say. And i'm even more happier, that there isn't school tomorrow. What a relief. I get to do my homework.

IDUBBCHOO! (: (I see drawstrings and untucked shirts. HEH!)
Avril, Shanti, Louisa!

Yes. Mufeng disecting the Pig's Heart. How Graphic (;

Wendy stabbing the heart. Ouch. xD

The Two Versions of Gay.
Proudly presented to you, by Chups & Zile!

LUBDUB <3!
(We all look spastic. But never mind, When there's love, nothing else matters. LOL!)

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY!

The previous layout screwed up. The owner's photobucket bandwidth expired. Thus, here I am with a new layout that reads "Still Poetic". How apt.

I think I'll be hooked onto The Fray cd for a long time. It's a really good cd. Though my sister thinks I wasted my money when I could have bought Christian Aguilera's Back to Basics. I didn't really like the look of her album, 'cos she's doing the whole Marilyn Monroe era. Though it was meant to be.

I travelled nights to see your face.

Even if it's only for a day,
I'll come back to you someday

I have to start on Physics & Maths real soon. And there's still M.I. revision. Poo.
You'd think it sounds pretty easy, for those of you who aren't in Ip. You know, just say Oh this is true, This is false, and that there are fixed answers and that it's pretty easy to just do your exam anyhow and get your marks. How wrong. Moreover, if you think about it, how can there be a fixed answer to life?

Any part of life is questionable and depends on your perception of things. And like what we had been lectured on during Thurs' M.I. lecture, the language that you speak affects your perception very much. Even in tamil, I do not think there is a word that represents "Dating", and that says a lot about the culture itself. But of course, as we go on to get more westernized, we change the way we think. Is that good? I don't know. Maybe it is.

Ah. Louisa and I came up with an interesting idea, for Teachers' Day gifts for our CTs. (: Let's see whether we can carry this out well. I hope we don't change CTs. I can't imagine. Blah. Haha, but i think Mr Cheng was 05ip05's ct last year? Or something like that. Sigh.





The usual <3





Though I'm not sure if we're going to continue, It was good while it lasted.

The first class outing of 2006. Second class outing officially.
Cineleisure. Where we had gone to watch the sucky movie Elizabethtown.
I remember Zile was sitting next to Louisa and Louisa and I were laughing 'cos Zile thought Kirsten Dunst was damn hot or something. ;D

Chem lecture: Boring.
Break: Disturbed by the abundance of dead bees/hornets on the canteen floor and rushed my Homework Set 2. Mr. Han thought i was copying!!! Omg poo. And he said it's okay if Eugene copies but if i copy, it's not okay. Er, WHAT LOGIC. Haha.
Chem: I was pretty much bored? Yeah. And ate some chocolates. And dropped my phone. And prayed that it'd be okay. And it was okay!
Ma1103: Yeah baby Yeah! Free 13 marks? Can Mr Lim rock any more? I'm still so glad he made me pass the first paper. Thank you Mr. Lim. I'm happy! Mr. Wen's a pretty cool teacher. Haha.
GC: HAHA 06 and 02 combined for the breathing exercises. Shujun and I were so confused. HAHA. Mr Siow (Sp?) is pretty cool man! Haha. And the videos Mr. han showed us were damn funny.
Tamil: Ugh book reading. I hate it.
Lunch: Ended up eating with Rachel, Liyana and Amalina. Haha (: Roti Prata all the way man. Then rachel&i went to the bookshop then, back to classss.
Free Period: Sat down to do my reflections and all. Avril came to sit next to me for a while. Hey girl, i like the black paper! All the way!
LA: As usual, we were all pretty sleepy. Haha Jigsaw is good. We don't get homework!
Spire: Oh the boredom during the lecture. Then Mr.Tan gave our group a deadline. We need those things. Makes us go on task. (: Haha tomorrow off to go buy materials. Whoo!

After school, met up with Sneha, went to bytez. Then sheena did her survey on me. HAHAHA the noses looked so damn funny. xD Then sneha and i talked outside the library for a while. Then Liyana came along. Omg damn funny. Liyana was all mad after whatever happened. hohoho. ;D You're as bad as Amalina? HEH. I'm a good girl i tell you. Then Sneha went off. Liyana & I went to KAP. Saw Amalina and others there. Then we bought food, and sat to do Mi. What a damn killer. My brain nearly died. I finally understood most of it.

To-do List
1. Physics Assignment due on Thurs.
2. MA1102 Homework Set 2
3. Buy materials for Spire.
4. Do face-to-face survey.
5. Discuss teachers' day
6. Hand in survey forms after getting them filled by class
7. Finalise IJBT gathering for Thurs (:
8. Read tamil book by ...Oh my god. I realised, we don't have tamil next week. HAHAHAHA. YES YES YES (: The joy.
9. Be prepared to cut up a heart. Yeah man!

HAHA I can't remember anymore.
I shall start with Spire. Followed by Physics.
Then Monday or Tues shall be spent on Maths.
And of course Physics will drag on.
As usual.

I was so emo from free period till end of LA.
I know Rachel says 'Emo' is an overused term.
But for now, that's all i can use to describe my state of mind.
It wasn't as if I wanted to kill the rest of the world.
It was just this feeling of needing to be alone and wanting everything else to go away? Yeah. I'm getting weirder by the second.

Today was a good day!

Morning: Realised i didn't pay the pizza money. Haha i nearly died reading that it was due ystd. Luckily i managed to contact some councillor called Louis? Lol. Yeah. And luckily Chupsie brought the $$!
Homeroom: Yeah baby, class breakfast rocks always. (: Chuyun took teh bing. I took strawberry milk ice. SO WEIRD. We exchanged for the day? HAHA. Then we had this interesting conversation between a group of us. I guess those concerned would know what about.
Tamil: Woah shit. "Superstition is the obstacle for people's improvement" I was like wtf, when i had to write an essay on it. Wrote two pages without leaving a line. Not too bad i guess? Was late for Trigo
Trigo: I realise Mr Wen has a way of speaking. Rachel and I were communicating using the GC. (; I can type faster on it now. Yay. And Mr Wen knows my name too. =/ How interesting. But i guess I'm the only indian. Lol. He called me by my surname at first. -.-
Lunch: Went down with rachel, sat with the rest, then after eating, went to bookshop, then went to class. And got smsed by Dorothy from IJ BT about going back to pri sch. Oh yeah man <3!
Mi: Once again, I never fail to fall asleep. She's not boring, really. It's just i start getting sleepy after lunch.
Mi lecture: Monty Python. HAHAHA. Omg i was laughing away. It was quite okay. Then we left for the atrium.

SOPHIE SCHOLL!!! HAHA. It was funny. Avril singing away with the ipod -.-''' Out of tune mind you! Then we went up, then went down to Mos Burger to buy food. heh. Avril's holey straw. HAHA I think Cherie & Joey were amused by it. Usually we all are. Heh. xD Then went back up. Sat down to eat our food. Then Chuyun, Lou and Sam came with their CARREFOUR stuff with food for the class. ROCK ON PEOPLE. Then after eating and all, we finally went in. HAHAHA trying to cover avril's drink was damn lame. Then we got to sit at H. But thing is Mr Eng sat behind me and saw my chocolate. LOL. I forgot what he said though.
The thing about sitting next to wendy,i get free food. The thing about sitting next to avril, i get weird pokes, tickles, and a thick head on my left shoulder or the tugging at my sleeve. The movie wasn't really scary you know! HAHA. The last part was disturbing though. The beheading. Oh goodness.

I think it was a pretty good movie. but i don't see why they HAD to give us a poster. We looked idiotic. But i think the outing was pretty cool. 130+ NJC people having a cinema to ourselves. xD Thanks Mr. Han! We need more of this man! OH YEAH THE "HI HITLER" thing. I know its not that, but that's how i remember. HAHAHA AND MOST GERMAN MEN HAVE RECEDING HAIRLINES, OR BALDING ISSUES. That's what we observed. x)

After the movie first thing i hear "I need to go wee wee" Omg avril. Haha. Go toilet, we lazed around. Then Rachel and wendy left. Joey, Avril, Cherie, Louisa , Shujun and I went to Spotlight. Then Joey left. Then the five of us went to La Something. HAHAHA I WAS SO AMUSED BY THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF ______. Heh and shujun probably thinks I'm the slowest creature on earth. Then we went downstairs to window shop. Then Avril had to go. So sooner or later, Cherie left. And Rachel and I left to take the MRT. Went all the way to the back! xD Haha holding the poster was damn -.-. RACHEL AND I DO THE AHBENGXZXZ TALKXZX.

WANT TO FIGHT ISSIT.

hahaha. See what i mean.
I'm high high high.
Goodnight!

Swimming was fine. Pauline, Bandana & I were crapping like hell. Pauline's a mad girl, i tell you. (: HAHA. AND the crab walk across was so lame. Pauline and I were talking underwater. Hoho. Then Rachel & I went to bathe in those open showers. Guys better be happy they have so many cubicles to bathe in. Wait till we force all the guys to bathe having only 2 cubicles. Then they'll know. LOL.
Had some food. Then went for IH. Pbl group with Mel, Cass, Sam & Yile. Lol. Mel's decoration was damn elaborate for our Fila Chart. Heh.
Maths was okay. Pretty understandable. (:
Bio was okay. Haha. Lego game with Mel and Eugene. Wah lau, eugene sabo me. But i'm not too bad lah huh! I can pick correctly. Lol!
LA was quite -.-'''. HAHA sam's answer for the "Why did Kuno want to leave Machine" or smth. HAHA. Damn sick.
Then the hoop game! For Personal Mentorship. Damn funny. It's not as easy as it looks.
Then CAAL was a complete bore. Sat with Sam and we were like stoning away. Then Shujun passed me The Usual present. (: Thank you!

After school, stayed back with Amalina. Met up with Sneha. We left our stuff at the library and went down. Sat with Rachel, Liyana and chatted. Mgs gang (: We were crapping. HAHAHA SHARKY. Omg Rachel you better thank me. Since you love the picture i took so much. Heh. xD Damn funny. Then Avril came to sit with us for a while. MULTI RACIAL! 2 chinese, 2 malays, 2 indians. Yeah baby Yeah! Then Sneha Ama and I left to go do some work. Rach and Liyana (-ahem to see who huh?) came too! Omg rachel's drawings were so so so cute. :D Then those two left for dance. The three of us stayed back to do math and all. Then we went down. Sneha told me something disturbing. Then the 3 of us lazed around till 6plu.s Then we went down and walked to the bus stop. Then we took the samebus. Met Sylviaaaa. xD Then when everyone else left, Amalina & I just talked all the way. We talked at the food court. Then finally reached home at 8.

It's funny, how we assume something that never really was, in the first place. How we thought something was a certain way, but after a really long time, you realise the truth. It amused me today in a weird way. It was between a choice whether to tear, or smile. I was doing both at the same time. When you think you knew someone, but you realise, you never did at all. When you think you were hated, but you were more loved than ever. When you say something, but realise we want to do another. The ironies and assumptions. Never fails to amaze me, how humans tangle themselves in problems that never would have existed without their unneccessary analysis. It's better to go with the flow, than think too much, and worry about things you should not be concerned with.

And it's even funnier, how you assume a relationship would end a certain way. But a while later, it blooms right back up. And you find yourself with the people you used to avoid or shun yourself from. Some would say, you were fickle. Some would say, you never really mean what you say. But seriously, you wouldn't understand, unless you were in the exact situation. Some things never really end. It's like a climax.

Enough thinking. I had one long walk home with lots of incidents running through my head.

I didn't know that he was like this, and when i did, I found myself feeling frightened of him.
I didn't know she was this way, and when i did, I found myself sniggering, at what i thought would happen sooner or later.

Shall do tamil now.
I shall blog tomorrow.
Sophie Scholl!

Let me do a brief recap.

Homeroom: The heart-throwing game. (x We managed to do it in 30seconds. Go 02! ;D
LA: Pretty boring. But did group work with Yanyao, Mufeng & Yeming.
IH: History is one thing that can keep me interested throughout a lesson without falling asleep. Gosh.
Maths: Mr Wen! Haha i think we were a little too mean to him? Oopsie. And I was grossed out by -ahem, Zile's graph creating skills on MY GC. And eugene's -ahem interesting use of the drawing tool to add ... extra details? =/ You don't want to know.
Lunch: Haha. The walk down to the canteen was funny. Talking about Mehhh. I was laughing. "Finger wrapped around her fats" OMG. xD HAHA. Then lunch was pretty fun. Ten of us sitting together. Good good.
Tamil: Got scolded by the teacher, then did some newspaper reading and analysis.
Geog: Pretty okay i guess. I think I'll fail.
Chemistry: Miss Selva's back."I <3 CHEM :)" I wrote that on my paper. LOLL. I mean it, don't i? ;D I pretty much understood lah huh.

After sch, stayed back to discuss the band issues. We can't perform for teachers' day. But it's still okay ((: Then went out with Sneha. Got the stuff, then we went to PS. Haha lunch at Swensen's. I was taking so long to finish my food. Cos I got so full. LOL. Then we went around hunting for her skirt. Then we hunted for her hairbands. Then she bought some pearls. (: Then after some stuff that i shan't mention, we went home!

-
and from the bar room floor
we are a celebration
one good stretch before our hibernation
our dreams assured and we are,
we'll sleep well

Don't ask me why. It's odd I wasn't and am not, at all, sad. Maybe this is what it's really about. Being happy for something, that others wouldn't feel any form of delight for, because they didn't understand.

Well, back to school again. 9th week. Oh man, sooner or later it will be the holidays. Major studying fest.

Today was, interesting. Haha.
IH lecture : I understood it. PPF. Demand Curve. Supply Curve. Military Stuff. How the economy reacts. Rise of black markets. See! I got it! (x

Break: the usual (: as in not the band "the usual", the normal the usual. LOL.

Bio: Haha once again, I zoned out. But Mr Nah's recap woke me up to reality. SHANTI YOU DON'T PAY ATTENTION DURING BIO UNTIL YOU REALISE EVERYTHING ON THE BOARD IS ALIEN LANGUAGE FROM THE LAND OF PLUTO OR SOMETHING.

GC: Haha, quite okay i guess. (: Self-control. And Miss Yeo's pretty nice.

Lunch: Yay ate roti prata! And Sam was saying something about a 34 year old woman doing a split. Wtf damn it, i can't do a split at 15. She must have completely non-existent bones i tell you. And she has kids. WTH. Then Joey & Cherie accompanied me to the GO.

Free Period: Wasted trying to crash the j1/j2 cca best practice but freaked out when we saw teachers we knew. Then, went back to class to recap math. And get a scare looking at Zile's elaborate drawings for the geography assignment. Gosh. =O

Maths: For once, it was pretty okay. "Eugene, you okay or not! MAN U match 10pm leh not 1 am 2 am." LOL. Mr Eng was worried about Eugene because he didn't understand or something? I understand I understand. F Inverse! G Inverse! FG Inverse! F Inverse G Inverse. G Inverse F Inverse. See what I mean? HAHA.

After school: Well well, Rachel Wendy and I walked outta sch. Wendy went back to sch cos she didn't want to do the "Hwa Chong route" that Rachel and I have done once and Cherie and Rachel have done a gazillion times. I think the walk was pretty nice. Besides the fact that Rachel started talking like a prim and proper lady and later converting into this Ahbeng. HOHO. Yes the image is freaky. Then we went back to sch. Lazed around. Went back to class. Amuse ourselves watching Chuyun arm wrestle Eugene. Then i met up with Rachel. We got Andy to help us tune the guitars, then shujun me rach practised a bit. Changed. Went for grad. night auds.
Haha. The thing I've known from the start : My voice is too soft for a soft mike, and too soft to be on par with Rachel! HAHA. xD
We did okay lah, just that tons of screw ups. But never mind. All screwed = None screwed. HAHAHA. Pauline said that i think. Lol.

Then changed, walked with Rachel to the grandstand. Sat there at the Netball Drink Stall. HAHA Yongqiang was telling me about some show about some lady with really long arm pit hair. Because at first Rachel YQ and I were talking about the captain's ball team named Hairy Arm Pits or smth. LOL. Then after a while, went to the bus stop. Realised Rachel knew tons of people in Nanyang. And went home.

Hmm, this council person called me up saying that The Usual (Liyana, Rachel, Shujun, Me) could play for Teachers' Day if we were interested and we didn't need to go for auds. Kewlxzx Haha. I don't think Rach and Liyana can make it though. See first.

GOOD BYE EVERYONE!

Take me break me
every mile further there's a part of me that slips away
One day you'll see
Even if you got down on your knees
you couldn't make me stay

And the circle goes round.
Once again.

School.
Hrm, geog was quite boring.
Break was okay.
Geog once again was boring.
I dozed off here and there.
Math test was screwed up.
GC was lame, cos Mr Han did some fake "I'm So Angry At You" thing on us. Lol! And the whole hoo-haa during... yeah.
Tamil was a free period. Louisa & I went to the canteen and bought drinks and sat with Sneha, Pauline, Denise, and a scholar. After that we went to bytez for a while.
Then back to class.
Physics was boring gosh.
Then lunch, i didn't go for it.
I stoned in class, eating Louisa's pocky. We ended it watching Miss Swan with the rest! So cute.
"Hellooo, Foxy Lady!" That line was stuck in my head for ever. Goshh.
Then LA was the usual.
SPIRE was a bore.

After school, met up with Shujun and went to the grandstand to talk. Then we left for Bukit Timah Plaza and bought food. We took like so long to eat. I mean, in one hour we hadn't finished our food, and Rachel & Liyana already came from WD. HAHA we are good (: Digestion must be good. Then we ate, crapped. I lost my green earring. LOL. Oh well ;D Then we left for Alvron? I forgot the name, damn it. HAHA we walked long so yes, our food was digested.

We got the coolio big room! Then we started practising. Oh gosh, Rachel Low Shuxin kept hitting me with the bass guitar! HAHA she's one hazardous girl. Liyana's bass drum was like so weird heh! And it felt weird playing drums again. AHHA SHUJUN'S GUITAR WAS FUNNY. the tune was so damn odd. Lol. We practised till 9.05pm. (: Then we left. It was so fun! xD We finally got our beat and rhythm right. Yay.


It felt odd. Looking around me, and seeing familiar faces, but not feeling as if I wanted to speak. Must be the loner in me. Sudden appearance after Geog Lecture. Oh well.

It feels odd.
But that doesn't mean odd is bad.
does it?

Let me just do a brief summary of today.

Swimming: Oh gosh. I had so much fun. Amalina, Liyana & I were trying to do lame synchronised moves. I managed to do my freestyle properly. We swam to the bottom of the pool. Theo's kewlzxz goggles from the teacher was funny! The teacher looked like a banana. Yellow suit, Yellow goggles. Heh(: I laughed underwater a few times, and Liyana and I did meditation. Oh gosh. We were so lame lah. Minlu was having some troubles at time. You can do it! Then Shujun and I went to change and washed our hair under the sink. And Mr Menon caught us putting our shoes on in some weirdo alley and gave us this surprised look. Heh. Went back to sch.
Debrief was so funny. Mr Menon is hilarious. "I only work on Channel 5"
Break was the usual!

IH: It was pretty okay. I liked the cartoon. Nice to analyse.

Maths: Oh i love Mr Eng's inspirational speeches. "I don't care if they say you're the worst class" "Imagine how it would be if Mr James Lim showed the overall chart and 02 had 100% passes" He makes me want to work harder for Ma1102! Theo sat with me during math. I actually understood Inverse Functions. Yay me? (:

Bio: OMG I PASSED THE QUIZ. HAHAHAHAHAA. 6/12. It still amuses me on how I eenee-meenee-mynee-moed my answers. And i passed. This is sheer luck i tell you. Mr Nah went through the quiz and i finally understood what shit was in the diagram. Hoho.
"Oh that means i got one mark"
"As in one mark out of 12"
"-outburst of laughter"
Jolene said that! xD

LA: It was ... okay? Ak's interesting skirt. Haha, Rachel would know what I am talking about. I was sleeping halfway, god.

CAAL: omg we did that counting game! where one person says 1 and one by one we build up and no two people can say the number simultaneously. We reached 21 once (: That was a good feeling. Then we got to do our own stuff. Haha i did some math, helping Avril abit, heard lots of screams from Chuyun, that high girl and did other stuff.

Went home with Rachel&Wendy.
I had an interesting conversation with Wendy.
Hmm.

I wish you would understand what you're doing, because it isn't really helping. If you think forcing opposites would work, I would advise you to change that mentality. And I also hope you realise I'm trying my best here but if reciprocation isn't coming, don't blame me.

On a totally different note, i cannot believe somebody -coughs got that for O's. You are definitely smarter than you look huh? Lol.

Today was pretty fun (:

I got a new leaf from Rachel in the morning. That girl refuses to stop her habit of cursing the leaf and giving it to me. I found out that she was standing next to Broomie. And i nearly screamed out aloud. Lucky pig. )= But well, you wouldn't believe you were lucky though. Heh.

Homeroom was funny. Eugene did that Mentos-Coke experiment and coke was spilt all over the canteen table. (He wastes money. Rich person! Haha) Then Louisa and I were talking about IJ and i hit my Tehping cup down. At least the drink wasn't in there. xD

LA was boring as usual. =X IH was pretty interesting. I keep forgetting to bring worksheets. One day he'll just send me to CWO for forgetting to bring worksheets too many times. The timeline was pretty good for us to recap everything (:

Maths was good, cos I managed to teach Mel something! (Something i can never do, because it was usually Theo teaching me last time, heh!) But she taught me something too. Lol.

Then Lunch. Haha it was a good sight to see us sitting together! Avril, Rachel, Joey, Me, Eugene, Chuyun, Jonas, Cherie, Cass, Louisa, Sam, Alan. (: Long time since a big gang sat tgt. Oh gosh, Eugene's smiley faces (Food, mind you) were completely distorted into -ahem, things that resembled dirty stuff by Miss Avril. Heh. I was so nice to buy them drinks lah. Still can make me look like some auntie. Horrible!

Then it was Tamil. Arthi and I talked quite a bit, then the teacher came. Boring i tell you. I never liked Tamil, let alone, Higher Tamil.

Geog was hilarious. Haha. We did group work. So it was Louisa, Me, Zile and Alan. HAHAHA. Zile's chinese dictionary came in handy! xD And the whole thing with my eraser. Oh gosh. =/ And Alan was so shocked that Louisa got an A for maths, for the whole lesson. Mean lah! Haha. It was a pretty funny two periods.

After school, we blasted music using Eugene's speaker thingo. HAHA TERIYAKI BOYZ (: I WONDER IF YOU KNOW HOW THEY LIVE IN TOKEEYO. Sneha came by! Cherie & Avril left in a while. So Sneha, Rachel and me did some math. I did a pathetic 2 questions because i was too busy getting high. Sooner or later, Amalina & Liyana joined us and we started crapping.

Oh my gosh. Liyana is the most hilarious person i've met who is so terribly afraid of eyedrops. It took us so long to calm her down to let Sneha put eyedrops for her. And in the end, she thought it was nice. Wth! Haha. Then Liyana left. Amalina and I were laughing reading blogs. Then we left at 5. We walked Rachel outta sch. And stoned around for a while. Watched WD, i ate prata! Xiangyin came around. Haha oh gosh, you look like your brother leh! xD And i became the pillow for Amalina and Xiangyin. Boo.

Then later Sneha Amalina and I went home. Haha, the bus ride was fun. (: Talked lot of nonsense. Heh.

Tomorrow got swimming. Diao. I don't mind swimming, it's only the bathing that's annoying because it's so crowded. Bleh.

School was normal, I guess. Ih lecture pretty okay. Break spent with Rachel Wendy and Sheena mostly. IS1107 was okay, besides the quiz. I have to start studying i guess. Poor Mr. Nah. I think he thinks we don't bother listening. Lol sad. GC was okay. Fear and all. Lunch was spent with Rachel Lee Kuan Neng. Lol! Then went up to revise math, then sat around eating Chuyun's cereals, watching them play truth or dare. Heh. Math was good i guess, cos i understood! xD

And Physics was plain hilarious. The graphs and all. The one that Eugene/Jonas (can't remember) did looked terribly wrong. And eugene kept changing graphs to well, create, -coughs, different images. =/ The worse was the mutation one. xD I shan't elaborate.
After sch, went to KAP with Arthi & Sneha, we chatted, laughed, gave Arthi shocks, studied Math, then arthi left. Sneha and i sat around talking ((: Then we went home tgt.


Can't close my eyes
They're wide awake
Ev'ry hair on my body has got a thing for this place
Oh empty my
I've got to make room for this feeling
so much bigger than me

It couldn't be any more beautiful - I can't take it in.

Weightless in love...unraveling
For all that's to come and all that's ever been
We're back to the board
with every shade under the sun
Let's make it a good one

It couldn't be any more beautiful - I can't take it in

Imogen Heap. <3
This song is really nice.
I feel the beauty, sometimes, listening to it.

I think GC got me thinking about my fears. I realised being brought up in such a family, has made me fearful of many things. Sometimes i wonder whether being fearless or fearful serves better to a person trying to live his life to the fullest. Those who are fearful are less likely to take the risk and may miss out on what could be their major breakthrough. But being fearful, has its purposes. If you fear something, does it make you more aware? Awareness is always good. Rather than being in the dark and lost when everything else is happening around you. I guess, everything has its limit. I don't believe there is someone who can be completely fearless. Because won't that be abnormal? Against human nature? There's bound to be something one is afraid of.

I think one of my biggest fears is Loss.
I fear loss, in many contexts. Friendships, Love, Belongings, Memories, Childhood, Trust, etc.
But I just have to deal with it, don't I?

Haha.

Oh yes, I'm in Indian Dance. Apurva made me an official member on Sunday 1am (:

I thought i'd make it on my own

I keep the picture in the inside of my jacket,
to stay in touch,
cos i still feel so much

It's not as hard as love

It's the fight of my will again.

Before they catch me, i'm gonna give myself away

And show you,

life after love.

Maybe it is true. You only really love life, after you find the love in life.
It's funny, how sometimes, you yearn to remember what had happened in the past concerning a certain someone, or a certain topic. Because you never realise you would want to know so much, until you notice it much later.

I wish I knew.
I wish I remembered.

I sound terribly ambiguous? I guess so. I'd prefer to stay that way.
But I suppose, it's better late than never.
If you realise, then begin to remember little things that made a difference. They'll be good memories, when you're looking back.

Like how i look back on The Row.
We've come through many things.
I know we would definitely have problems in time to come.
But I guess, it never was over, like i thought it would be.
Enjoy it while it lasts, and when the problem comes,
have hope, and faith that things will be alright.
Sooner or later.

Even with certain friends in Njc,
It's that way too.

I remember that period with Sneha? (:
Do you, dear? The running away whenever you saw someone.
We got through that.

Rachel&I, the weirdest people?
I think she understands why.
We're the weirdest. Trust me.
You will understand, if you know why.
(Rachel Lee, from 02, mind you.)

And a few others, I probably wouldn't want to mention.

It's nice to know, most of us get through the hard times in friendship, in love, in the love of friendship.

It's hard to imagine, that it's already August. Where did all the time go to? Emo nights? Depressions? Gossip? Bitching? Crying? Worrying? About things that don't really have to matter, if you counted your blessings.

I remember many things about this year.
I know my end-of-year post is going to be so long.
Because I would be thanking everyone whose made a difference.

But for now let me thank The Row for many memories we've shared. Amalina, Liyana, Sheena, Shanti. Heh.
Amalina: Dont embarrass me or us or yourself anymore (; You funny girl, always saying the wrong things at the wrong times. Egg. Heh.
Liyana: Bean Head! I know I'm bubble. I remember how you called me last time, about your dad? Never cry on the phone okay, It makes me cry! =( Haha. Pulau Ubin. HEHE.
Sheena: Hello hello. I remember how i used to be rude to you, when we were fighting last term and all.. Sorry alright. (:
<3 Yay!
I want to thank Cherie, for cheering me up sometimes, and laughing with me over Teriyaki Boyz.(: AND I LOVE YOUR LJ ICONS! (Yearn. :D)
Rachel for teaching me how to think before saying. HAHAHAHA. Do you remember? <3 (LET ME FOLLOW SINCE YOU DO IT TOO! ;D)
Sneha, for being there for me always <3 Shanti Vellanki Yu Mei (:
Valerie Foo for being my good friend and always being there whenver I wanted to vent, or let out what i felt.
Khai, for always making me smile with your smses and chats online. I don't know what i'd do without you either.
Joanna Pearl, though i barely talk to you, but i do miss you a hell lot. I feel like crying, cos i miss you. What a spaz. ;D I love you, pri sch bestie! I hope you're alright.
Avril, for being the funny girl you always have been and well, tolerating me when I said nonsense online xD. I remember the joke about a sea monster, a cup, and how they swam across to the island with civilisation!
Theophila Lan, for being my good partner who gave me candy floss! HAHA. i love that sparkley thing! ;D We should go home tgt more often.
Wendy, for being you. You're the most resourceful girl I know. Amusing too. LAUGH FREELY DEAR.
Benjamin, for cheering me up when i'm upset? AND remember all the confidence 101s alright!
Tab, for always being there when i need someone to confide in. And you always amuse me with your sick thinking!
Jumanah, I miss you loads. We have to meet. AND BE MORE HYPER ONLINE.

If I haven't mentioned you, it doesn't mean you don't matter.
Some people do matter.
But we've drifted apart so much, I don't know if i'm right to still miss you, or want to thank you, or have you moved on?

Well, those who were very close to me last time, and now we're not anymore, don't worry, you still made a difference in my life.

Everyone taught me a thing or two about life.
And I'd like to thank everyone i know, for that.

Oooh. I'm so happy school's out for the weekend. 11th August is the most terrible deadline on Earth i tell you. They believe that 2 days of holidays (right) will be enough to finish the tons of homework they plonk us with. You know, i didn't even know where to start, that i didn't bother until Wednesday Night.

On an even higher note, there's no jamming tomorrow. Hello long sleep (: Provided my mother doesn't decide to whack me awake to make me study for Trigo, given that my prev. test was a complete flunk. Dang it.

School was fun i guess. Heh. Geog lecture was pretty much copying. Break was the usual. Geog Lesson, i was hiccuping away. I didn't know Rollercoasters could make me hiccup. How interesting. =/ Maths Lecture, I UNDERSTOOD OKAY. I'm not dumb! Though i flopped the pop quiz that Mr. Eng gave us. GC was the usual stuff.

Tamil was great cos the teacher went off for J1 Civics. Arthi and I crapped a bit, then I went to meet Avril. I ate my first ever Sushi! HAHAHA xD. I'm improving. Yay. Then after going up and coming down, had lunch with the rest. Then MI test. 9/10. Oh hurrah!(: LA comprehenshion test. Miss Koh kept looking at me cos I was stoning after finishing the compre pretty fast. Well don't blame me if i don't think for ages before i write. =/ And she was like "You should check your work once you're done" and glanced at me a little. BLAH! Haha. xD I don't care about comprehenshions. Most to most, I'll just flunk it. Big deal. (Yes it is, but whatever) Spire, OH YAY MR TAN FOR ONCE SAID WE WERE DOING OKAY!

Then stayed back with Wendy to wait for Amalina. Met with Amalina and Liyana. Talked for a while. Liyana went for dance, while Amalina and i slacked a bit and later went to the library to mug. Well, i did. Trigo! I feel guai. xD Then we met up with Liyana and went to Adams Road to have dinner.

Sigh it feels good. (:

Beanpole.
Bubble.
Bean.
Egg.
Hock.
Tom.
Kat.
The few nicknames we came up with today.
Amalina&I.

Alrightey.
I'm almost done with my LA outline (x

My dad is so cute. Heh.

Dad: So how do i look! (Going to work, all dressed up)
Me: Very handsome!
Dad: Oh thank you dear! Now i can peacefully eat my lunch!
He sounds a little vain xD

Some loser, kept calling me today. You know, it's not very nice to wake up to Yellowcard's Only one, and hear the damn intro like 10times. -.- I don't even know who the person was. Gosh.
Thanks for waking me up. Blah.

How i wish, we had this whole week as a holiday. That would be the best of the best. It's so dumb to give us Tues as a half-day, Wed&Thurs as holidays, and have us go back to school on Friday, when we're in this whole Celebratory, Fun mood. School dampens the mood completely.

I still haven't watched my beloved, The Lake House. This is depressing.
So for this term, I've watch Click & Pirates of the Carribean. My dad thinks i'm splurging on movies this year. Last year, it was always earrings. Heh. Maybe i should go bowling some time. I miss bowling! Haha. And i still have yet to try Ice Skating =X.

Oh man, Michael Buble has such a nice voice. (: I love You Belong To Me. HAHAHA. It sounds like a typical oldie song. But nevertheless, it's nice.

And i realised, When It All Falls Apart by The Veronicas, is out on MTV! Good. Now we are singing a KNOWN song. (: Feels better that way. The Usual. Are we serious? Lol.

And The Vines rocks! So does the Shins. Or should i say "So do the Shins". This whole singular/plural thing, is confusing. And to think i'm fifteen already. Wait no, my birthday hasn't come yet. I'm still young (:

i'm still singing twisting new melodies,
breaking arrangements
i'm thinking about my heart
i guess you've heard, sometimes its heavy
but i just keep moving

All right, this is my form of relaxation and idea of a break that's terribly needed, from writing the IH essay. 400 words done. I'm good, for a girl who just started 50minutes ago. All right, yeah self-praise going on here, but I just want to feel better for taking a break, when i could be finding information.

I watched the National Day Parade. Oh man, the last time it will be held at the National Stadium. I found out that the National Stadium will be turned into some Sporting Arena. Pretty cool if you ask me ;D. And I think the new National Day song's a bit weird. Heh. My Island Home. Reminds me of The Island Shop, and that Weakest Link Host woman modelling. -.-

Let's hope this whole misunderstanding/fight will pass over alright? (: We will get through it. That's what friends are for.

Goodbye.
I have to do IH by tonight.
Seeing that I have LA outline, Progress Report, and Homework Set I for tomorrow. And goodness, Mi test revision too.

- Edit 0125
I'm done with it. God, thank you! (:
1245 words. Heck the over-limit word count.

Tomorrow, i mean today, like Cherie had said, is one mad rush. All the homework. Blah. Talk about procrastination.

Don't be a stranger,
When i want to smile at you.
When i throw glances at you,
Don't be a stranger,
Though i know you.

All right, this is my form of relaxation and idea of a break that's terribly needed, from writing the IH essay. 400 words done. I'm good, for a girl who just started 50minutes ago. All right, yeah self-praise going on here, but I just want to feel better for taking a break, when i could be finding information.

I watched the National Day Parade. Oh man, the last time it will be held at the National Stadium. I found out that the National Stadium will be turned into some Sporting Arena. Pretty cool if you ask me ;D. And I think the new National Day song's a bit weird. Heh. My Island Home. Reminds me of The Island Shop, and that Weakest Link Host woman modelling. -.-

Let's hope this whole misunderstanding/fight will pass over alright? (: We will get through it. That's what friends are for.

Goodbye.
I have to do IH by tonight.
Seeing that I have LA outline, Progress Report, and Homework Set I for tomorrow. And goodness, Mi test revision too.

All right, this is my form of relaxation and idea of a break that's terribly needed, from writing the IH essay. 400 words done. I'm good, for a girl who just started 50minutes ago. All right, yeah self-praise going on here, but I just want to feel better for taking a break, when i could be finding information.

I watched the National Day Parade. Oh man, the last time it will be held at the National Stadium. I found out that the National Stadium will be turned into some Sporting Arena. Pretty cool if you ask me ;D. And I think the new National Day song's a bit weird. Heh. My Island Home. Reminds me of The Island Shop, and that Weakest Link Host woman modelling. -.-

Let's hope this whole misunderstanding/fight will pass over alright? (: We will get through it. That's what friends are for.

Goodbye.
I have to do IH by tonight.
Seeing that I have LA outline, Progress Report, and Homework Set I for tomorrow. And goodness, Mi test revision too.

I'm listening to Gavin Degraw's I Don't Wanna Be, live version.
It sucks. He sounds constipated. =( Look what happens to a nice song, when the singer decides to overcontrol his voice and not let it out.

I was trying to draw that skull bracelet yesterday, it turned out pretty interesting. My sister could guess what i was drawing. -Wow. At least it didn't look like a chain of shit or something. Heh.

It won't be right if we're not in it together.
Tell me that it's over.
And i'll be the first to go.
Don't wanna be the last to know.

I still love this song. I loved the video too. It made me cry. But being the useless emotional girl i am, i cry for many things. Including cartoons. Heh. But hey, some are really sad okayy. I'm no spaz. And now i'm listening to Incomplete. (x Such a sweet song.

Distant faces with no place left to go.
Without you, within me,
I can't find my way.

Okay maybe a LITTLE cheesy. ;P But give me a break. Boybands are meant to be cheesy. Haha.

Oh yes, Rachel's p.o.v. about Ronan Keating's Nothing at all or whatever the title is.

You say it best when you say nothing at all.
- "It's actually quite insulting if you think about it"
xD Quite comical, but yeah insulting. Don't say anything cos i don't wanna hear, or your breath stinks? =D

And Cherie Chong, I want my The Fray cd! =( You piggy. Got it before me! Haha.

I want The Fray, Snow Patrol, Waking Ashland, Dashboard Confessional, Box Car Racer, Death Cab For Cutie, Feeder, Foo Fighters, Five For Fighting, Goo Goo Dolls, Gwen Stefani, Nelly Furtado, Imogen Heap, Jimmy Eat World, Nada Surf, Pussycat Dolls, Switchfoot, Story Of The Year, The All American Rejects, Yellowcard cds.

Omg. I must be either completely mad, or completely rich to buy them all.
And as you can realise by now, I don't buy singer cds. More of bands, or groups. Lol.

I shall update later.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!

I shiver when I hear your name
Think about you but it's not the same

National Day Celebrations x)

Rachel came on time today! So i did not blame her for YOUKNOWWHAT. xD Then we walked around the track, sat for a while, talked to people, and went off for Assembly. Heh, the procession seemed weird. Basalt! Thats what Chuyun & I heard. Haha. Then it was off to the Grandstand. Rachel, Wendy & I decided to sit at the pavement, how enthusiastic? ;D OH I BROKE RACHEL'S CLAPPER. Lousy quality lah. But she fixed it. Miss Fixer Upper!

Then Battle of the Bands! GO AIRBUS! Whoo! The shoe thing was hilarious. Yay! They got second! Sheena, you were looking good! <3.

Then the sexy Indian Dance (: Go you guys! I shall join I.D. next year. But thing is, SYF dance will be super stressful. And if i get SYF drama too, i'm dead meat. Lol.
Then other boring stuff. Then House Cheering was pretty much boring too :X I didn't know the Terra cheer. We were all saying "BLAHBLAH WATERMELON BLAHBLAH WHOO" over and over again, cos we didn't know the words.
Terra Spirit? xD

Then prize presentation, and dismissal.
Went out with Rachel to Orchard. We ate icecream, OH RUM&RAISIN IS SO GOOD. We went to KFC to do her Spire thing. Met Chuyun, Xiangyin, Joyce, Lavania, and before that met Liyana, Amalina, Charlyn, and her french friend. Heh. Oh gosh, i was so bored at KFC man. 50cents cheese is gross. That whole 'pot' that Rachel wonderfully finished. HAHA I should buy you cheese for your birthday man.

Then we went off to Cine! Tried to check out the movie timings but didn't really wanna watch a movie then. Went walking around. The amusing soft toys! xD Looked so damn retarded, gosh. And And AND i 'broke' something at some sports shop. But Rachel fixed it. THEN the whole thing dropped. Then the dude said it was okay! Heh, terrible me! Break so many things.

Then i smsed Liyana to come over to Cine. So in the end, Amalina, Liyana, Rachel & I went to Heeren. I love HMV! Oh man, i can spend lots of time there. And the Heavy Metal section, was so disturbing when Rachel the great, had to point out all the satanic album covers. =/ Then we walked to Lido after a while! Bought tickets for Click. Rachel was meeting her friend, so just sat with her till 3, then went for the movie.

Oh man. It was nice. And Lido Theater 1 or Cinema 1 or whatever nonsense you call it, LOOKS SO DAMN COOL. The three of us were like "woah.." when we saw it. Like some stadium. But the dudes beside Liyana were so darn noisy, Ama&I kept shushing them. Discreetly, of course. x) We are hopeless, we were crying away at the sad parts, like siao. I used up three tissue papers. Haha xD

After the movie, we were all complaining about how we looked like we had so obviously CRIED. Bleagh. Then we took the MRT back. Amalina went home. I accompanied Liyana to Causeway for a while. x) Heh, then took 963 back with her. ;D

It was fun! Haha. Today was fun, once again.

I HOPE YOUR FRIEND WAS NICE RACHEL =D

Okay. Yesterday's jamming was okay I guess.
;D Oh Gosh, we wasted the first 30minutes 'cos darling Rach came at 3? xD
Then we took like 10minutes fixing the mikes cos we couldn't hear a single thing.
Blah! HAHA but it was pretty alright i guess.

Gosh, it sucks having to sing so loud and have liyana say "i only can hear you a bit" HAHA rachel&i are going to get sore throats.
And Jeremy's mean! HAHA. yes liyana's brother is a guy, i know fineee. not a girl. Lol.

Then Liyana Shujun and I went off to Orchard. Bought Liyana her drumsticks. FINALLY :D Then we checked out the bookstore, what a bore i tell you. ;p then Shujun realised she was late. That blur dodo. So she went off. Liyana and i ended up eating at Pizza Hut. Heh it was fun, cursing the stupid waiters for taking so damn long to take our orders. I tell you, we youth get no respect. =( Then her food came so much later than mine. Actually it came like when i was ending!

Last time Rachel & I couldn't get our water. Now, Liyana & I couldn't get our food. Lol. Then, we went home after that! 190! x) It was pretty fun lah, ystd (:

Then today was a great day for me.
I got a new leaf from Rachel, thanks! IH was spent taking tons of notes. Break was spent, the usual way, running back to the IS lab for Bio. Heh Bio was fun doing experiments. Though Cherie & I were screwing up here and there. HAHA x)
Then GC, -.- i forgot to bring the OSCAR thing. Then got 'punishment' to stick up posters. Lol what a good punishment!
Then Lunch x) Then Free period spent going with Avril to photocopy stuff, meet Mr Cheng, buy her shirt, and paste up the posters.
Then MATHS! I understood it after so long lah. And the games were so cute. Mr Eng rocks! xD
Then Physics. Haha i survived! ;D

Then after sch, decided to stay back with Rachel till her netball started. But it so happened, she got a terrible stomach ache before netball began. Gosh poor thing. Then she realised she couldn't do much about it, so we sat at the grandstand. I sat with Indian Dance people! x) It was fun. Watching the bands and watching ID dance :) So sexyy.

Talked to sneha quite a bit. Did stupid things with rachel. NEVER PASS ANY FORM OF SPRAY TO RACHEL. SHE LIKES SPRAYING ME WITH IT. last time hair spray, now perfume. Wtf. xP Then she went to walk with Kristy. So i sat to talk with Apurva. AH I LOVE YOU x)

Then we talked to Faisal the council head. Haha Sneha & i rock lah. Help him with his speech. And he's terrible with names, alamaks.
Then helped bandana to bold the AQUA thingo. I'm so nice lah.

Then Sheena and Reuben came along. I spent lot of time screaming for ID.

I haven't had this much of fun in a long time. It felt so good.
Haha I guess, Rachel knows how crazy i can get!
Stop spraying my knee. It's of no use dear.
And do not slap me on my back. You HURT people literally.

Yay then, i being the nice person i am walked with Sheena Sneha and Rachel outta sch. Waited with Rach for her bus. Then finally, it came, and Shanti Vellanki Yu mei (HEH) went over! Then we talked and talked, till the two left. and i was left to think.

I feel rather happy today. x)

If i was rich girl

Shit, that stupid senseless song is stuck in my head. ):

I can't be bothered with my maths homework, seriously. At least Avril&I have sort of completed our Math Journal. I think Mr Eng is going to be like "Wth. They don't make sense" when he reads ours. (: Queens of Crapping. Okay bad, sounds like Queens of Shitting. Scratch that.

Love Angel Music Baby Hurry Up and Come And Save Me.

She really does not make sense. Gosh.

I wish I had gone for the Ip Interview thing. Stupid lah, never ask our class one ): I read therow blog. HAHAHA the guy who wanted to leave AC(I) because it was TOO english. Omg Lol. Wth lah! You make lots of sense, boy. NJC isn't really Cheena what. He should go plonk himself at Youknowwhere. (= Cheena Overload. Then he'll complain it's TOO cheena.
Unsatisfied people. Tsk.

Okay good, Marion Raven sounds so much more senseful. If there is even such a word. I think not. Let's analyse a song.

He was a boy, she was a girl
Can I make it anymore obvious?
He was a punk, she did ballet
What more can I say?

If it was so obvious about their genders, then there is no need to write about it. And so what if he was a punk and she did ballet? It doesn't prove anything, does it. I mean you wouldn't want the boy to do ballet, cos he'll become like that Elliot boy which is a rather scary if the boy is so much more flexible than the girl and ... Okay nvm. LOL. So every time a girl breaks up with a skater boy, in 5 years time, remember to stock up on Pampers and Johnsons&Johnsons. If he's skater boy, why is he rocking on MTV? =/ Skateboarding & Singing together. Hey actually that's pretty cool. Heh. I'm getting nonsensical analysing stupid songs. My point is, these songs don't make sense! Blah. Catchy, but senseless.

But the thing is, it's only the emo or alternate rock songs that make more sense, cos they're always about your feelings. Oh i'm so sad. I'm so depressed. I'm dying. I'm crying. Yeah, maybe that's why they make more sense. (:

Going jamming later at 2 at Alvron's. I think that's how you spell it. Whatever. It's going to burn a damn hole in my pocket, gosh. They better make jamming rooms in school. Lol xD Then we can book in advance to use it. But that way, it'll be so packed always. And you'll have 3 types of music playing in your head. "ALL THE SMALL THING-SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP-SO YESTERDAY SO YESTERDAY"
okay, i don't think anyone would be so retarded as to use Hilary Duff. She can't sing.

I really don't feel like shutting up and saving this entry. HAHA. I type too much.

Are you listening to my words?
And I saw your smile pass me by,
And landed far from me.
And what does that mean?

- Waking Ashland, Shades of Grey

Went blog-hopping, and realised something.

The older the guys get, the more profoundly they seem to write. Besides the guys who are too much of noobs to figure out Blogger properly. Their bad. But I know of people who feel that blogging is more for girls. Come on, don't guys have feelings that they want to express too?

Maybe not. Guys are complicated enough.
Or maybe, it's just that girls are too complicated themselves to understand simpler beings.


Just felt like uploading this picture. (x I still remember how dumb we looked, taking a picture in the middle of Wisma, looking at our reflections. Avril's bright idea ;D

Avril&I have finally started on the Maths Journal.
Our math teachers really must be desperate, seeing that we are at the pinnacle of all-hope-is-gone-for-math,
They decide to (in their words) aid us pathetic little lost sheep in getting passes or for the unfortunately intellectual ones, a complete score.
A Math Journal. I don't even reflect for Man&Ideas, when it's supposed to help me for Critical Thinking, hur. And you tell me to reflect on Maths.

All this reflections and journals are going to make my brain muddled.
But of course, the coveted title of being the biggest pain-in-the-ass, would be Spire reflections. I don't even remember what we do! And I am expected to do it one day before the deadline of the reflection log. (Actually we are told beforehand to do weekly, but anyway)

I wish i was in DMP! I need help for Math, goodness. Unfair unfair unfair.
Never mind, I shall aim to bother Mr Eng to teach me.
I think he's very exasperated with me because in all of his pop quizzes he puts " Do you understand" "SEE ME!" "Are you sure you understand?" "WHAT IS THIS?!"

So much for being the elite fifteen year olds in Singapore.
I feel dumber already.

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart

Scarily, that seems to apply to us now.

Hello. This is amusing. I love Google now. Really.

Anyway, school was fun? (: Geography was a bit dry. Maths lecture was very good for me.
I DID WORK. can you believe it? I accomplished something. I managed to do all the questions WITHOUT copying Mr Cheng's ready-made answers. ;D I feel smarter. God, how long have i waited for this? (:

Then GC was jobshadowing haha. Then met up with arthi to go help out ILDDS with the Taiwan immersion programme.
Oh my word. The taiwan people are so cute. They and their ahlian poses xD. It's like a default setting for them, whenever you say LETS TAKE A PHOTO. Heh. IL people amuse me. Especially Shruthi and Apu <3! And Apu&I tie saris BETTER than Shruthi&Arthi. I can't sweep for nuts. Hoho.

Then Lovely Rachel came to the oasis to meet me, we bought drinks and sat at the area i do not know how to describe along the pathway from the canteen to the IP Block? Yeah we climbed over that Metal thingo, and sat there for a while. Until i started feeling Insecty. LOL.

Then Free Period (x did the survey stuff with Sam. then, went over with Avril they all and eugene, to hear lame jokes. Oh gosh. The Black and White cat one -.- So dumb! Heh. And eugene making Chuyun laugh was just plain hilarious. :D
Then LA -.- Diao. She made me read a passage blah. I hate reading cos i don't think properly. LOL before i say words. Hur. Then we took class photos! (: Finally. WE HAVE CLASS PHOTOS. though without Mel and Yanshan. WHY ALWAYS LIKE THAT. don't have someone. =( Argh.

Then SPIRE. omg i cannot believe we did work. I'm so glad. And thanks to hung for the pocky he gave us. Yay.

Then after sch, met up with Liyana and Amalina and stayed back to study. Wow, I'm not even a J2 and i'm studying. I'm not a mugger lah, Chuyun. Haha :D Then the three of us went to KAP. and crapped. Haha variety of topics we covered. From religion, to politics, to parents, etc. (:
Then we went home. Hai.

It felt good. Today.
Especially with additional footage.
(: I sound damn spastic, if you know what i meant. xD

I guess it's not good, to be restricted. To only a certain few. I realised that after that talk I had with Rachel yesterday. Restriction results us in being sick and tired, after a while. Like how i feel now, sometimes. I guess, the change started with yesterday. We'll see how things go. But all i can say is, I'm happier. (:

School was ... well, interesting.
Met rachel at the grandstand, then sneha came along, gillian came along, we went up. Reached the class. Had long announcements.

Homeroom was funny. The right-left pen passing thing (x I was laughing damn bad. And the chocolate thing Mr Han gave us rocked ;D
Tamil was boring, but funny cos the teacher was barely in class, so Arthi and I were just talking and talking.
Then it was Maths, I UNDERSTAND HOW TO DO. And theo's funny sparkly candy floss rocks!
Then lunch, (: Haha Avril's story about forgetting something, made Rachel & I laugh alot.
Then Man&Ideas. Lol it was good lah. I managed to grasp the concepts. And the lecture was amusing. Mrs Tan is hilarious (x

Then after sch, bought fries, and sat at the Grandstand for some time with Rachel. Then a few people came and went. Including sneha! (: Then after some talking, we left and headed home. Or so i thought.

Got onto the bus, was stoning, then suddenly at the KAP bustop, i get tapped by someone. SHEENA! HAHA. i realised Liyana & Sheena were on the bus cos they had gone to Mgs. So went with Liyana to watch Airbus jam. Haha now Anthem is stuck in my head. And it's not the actual singing. NOT GOOD. HAHA ;D
They were quite okay i guess. Besides the fact i nearly went deaf. Goodness.
Then Liyana and i left and walked all the way.
HAHAHA the story Liyana told me was so damn funny. xD. I'M SCARED. I'M SCARED.
Heh. (x

Went to Lot 1 to buy Sneha's contacts. $40.50 (: Yay! You owe me you owe me!
Wait, more like I owe you the yearbook and your new contacts. ;D

I made a To-Do list for the weekend. I have 11 huge assignments/things to do. =(
So sad lah. I feel so booked. No life. Haha.

One Bobo. Blah. So saddening.
And Arthi, it's not EXCITING. hahaha stupid girl kept saying "OMG SO EXCITING" when i told her. -.-'''

Imogen Heap<3

Ignore this.

Now i realise why, I don't like seeing people i know, on the bus. I realise i like the alone time, with my music plugged in, and thinking about random things. And when people come along, it sort of stops my flow of thought, and moreover, I feel obliged to entertain that person whom i know. But sometimes, though i know it's wrong, I just say something like "eh i won't talk, i'm going to sleep" and ignore the person. I feel bad, but i don't stop it. But sometimes, it's nice to see certain people you know. Especially those you least expect.

We've lost the fun in friendship.
Where did it go?
Close yet distant.

The Imogen Heap bug is getting onto me <3

The vocals are beautiful.
It's a must-listen. (:

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.

Swimming was fun, though like only 2 girls from 02 swam today. ;P We had fun watching people swim and roaring with laughter. Goodness. Stomach Exercise aplenty. Then went back to sch, had food, went for IH.

Mr Han wanted me to offer him my mentos sweets. Great, one more person depleting my mentos supply for Wednesdays.
I kept sneezing today. I'm having a flu i suppose. Gosh.
Maths was okay (: I understood! Yay.
Bio was ... sleepy. I don't remember anything. Besides the Coke+Mentos reaction (:
LA was okay i guess.
Then Dialogue session. LOL. xD
Then after sch, Joey & I had to take Terra House Photo. (:
I forgot to congratulate Han Ern about the Chinese show ystd! He looked so funny. Flat hair. xP.
And the senior Lynette, was all "OMG THEY LOOK SO CUTE" when the house affiliates and ct reps were getting their photos taken. Goodness. Haha.

After that, held my tearing bag and headed for home. (x

Bobo count : 3 times!
So happy.

Is it really Courtesy Week? HAHA.

And Maroon 5's sexy songs, as Avril puts it, is getting to me.
Blah blah shit.

Incubus rocks. I just listened to Drive and I miss you. After a long time.

Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there.
With open arms and open eyes.

Oh man. I was looking at some Mgs girls' blogs. Goodness, the Musical looks so good. I'm so sad i missed it. Everyone told me it was fantastic. Hai. I wish I was still at Mgs sometimes. The Musical would have been so fun.

Anyway,
School was as usual.
I'm so damn surprised our IH presentation worked out well (x
Yay. Kudos to Chuyun for the pretty slides.
And Kudos to the group (:
Tamil was a drag gosh. All we did was crap. Hur.
Geog presentations, -.- our group was the last.
We did fine i guess.

Then band meeting. Underneath the starlight, starlight xD Rachel & I practically sang till our throats hurt. Blah. I'm going to die man. But i still have my voice. Phew. Arthi, you suck. Never give us private concert. (:

During intervals, went to 02, saw av, rach, cherie (: Don't ask me to sing!

And Xiangyin's and Gillian's and Rachel's interesting song about Jeremy? Smth smth Hump ponies. LOL. Hilarious people. Yes Gillian, your earrings are hot too. Bling bling. Lol.

Some people have no manners whatsoever.
Zilch i tell you.
The word, personal, means something.

Annoying.

If you think i'm talking about you,
you better go reflect properly.
'cos you're probably guilty.
Hur.