okay. everyone seems to have a funny reaction to my obsession with HAYDEN.
some say he is EW others say he's hot.
haha
i agree with the 2nd one
he is HOT

okay.
reply to tags

charmoo: OKIE i will link you. soon. haha (:

mel: shut up my shifu. go away! hahahahaha. HAYDEN IS HOT RIGHT? x)

liyana: fat hope yana. hayden is MINE. no matter what. YOU dream on! XD

valerie: YEAH val. enuff of my distorted nickname. haha. yeah im in LOVE with him. wtv. haha he is HOT. undeniable fact right? haha. haha and thanks for the pic on your blog. HOT HOT HOT.

rah: yes rah. i shall 'stop'. NOT! haha obviously not. i will continue my LOVE for him longer than ama has continued her love for danny. to be exact her's has been 14months. mine has been real long actually. i mean i loved hayden ever since i saw him in episode 2. so rightfully my LOVE is LONGER!!! x)

yuli: you should know by now what abs are right? thanks to my ultra OBSCENE picture. yewk. oh well. he IS hot. and he's SINGLE! oh yeah man.

vera: heyo! haha. yes. hayden christensen. NOT some other hayden you're crapping about. you crapper. haha

steph: haha yeah. i like anakin cos he's hot. and cute. and i like hayden cos of those 2 reasons and AND cos he can act! he cried and looked as hot as ever. haha

zoe: HEY!!!!!!! lalala. never see you for a long long time. hey. abs do rock huh? YES!

yanshan: hayden fanlisting?! maybe i should! AH. thanks Errrr YANSHAN! gave me a splendid idea x)

amalina x) : YES i know. but i had no other CHOICE la! yes good you agree with me. GOOD GOOD. please go to danny and forget about hayden. you... YOu... YOU threetimer! haha same with me! maybe im a fourtimer. may the force be with you too. :D

sneha: cheer up dear. YOUKNOWWHO isn't everything anyway. you will find someone who will know what you're worth and treat you like you're the only person taht exists in the world. OKIE? SMILE!!! yeah. i know. im calmer now. :D

saniah: SHUT UP NIAH! yeah hor. he looks kinda odd leh. hmm. oh well. as long as I know he's hot. hahaha. hmm... oh well. WHO CARES! hayden is hottie. haha.

jac: hello! you tagged. haha. hayden is my new obsession. YEP my <3 ... *sighs haha. see me around?! i won't even be here. im going EUROPE! paris... BONJOUR BONJOUR
haha

rachel: hey dear. lala. its sad right? anakin became EVIL EVIL EVIL EVIL. *cries her heart out. oh well. as long as hayden remains good. hahahahahaha.

okay.
song time.

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shielded away from true reality
inner thoughts filled with misery
outside it seemed all fine
soon it was not i realised
one way said one way shown
full of pain never was known
confusion
compression
truth inside never revealed
what's outside is not real

real by shanti

NOTE: if you want to know what abs are, scroll down to the bottom of the post :D



HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know.
in star wars?
he showed his ABS.
AND GUESS WHAT?
his abs are HOT!
SO SO SO SO SO HOT HOT HOT
i hate natalie portman!
SHE GOT TO KISS HIM!
not that i want to.
but she got to lie next to the ultra most hottest hottie in the universe
and even when he's evil.
he's hot!
sigh, he's like someone i can look at all day long and not get bored of.
hmm...
lemme show you a picture of him.



go there. that's a pic of his abs.
i shall NOT post it here.
its kinda obscene for some ppl.
*ahem ahem
my sister.
haha
she's like : "PRASANTHI G. RAM! you guys are so... oh my god... so young somemore"
haha. funny sister. who loves slapping some fairness cream on my face as she's on a mission to save the fairness of my face. not even fair lor. haha

here's another pic of him! HAYDEN!


the smile a girl would DIE for!

is he CUTE or what? SO PINK! my god. HOT la. x)

okok enough of pictures.
but amalina, liyana and i are all gushing like mad over him now.
BUT. hello? i was first to OKAY!
so rightfully he's mine
and he IS on the top of my list
and i think about him all the time,.
hope he comes in my dream tonight.
that would be nice.
haha
i am now like a boy-crazy person
just that this BOY is very special.
he's HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN!
the one and only.
and you know sth?
when he cried in star wars,
i nearly CRIED!
he looked so CUTE!
ahh...
evil or not evil.
he's HOT.

oh and yoda is such a COOL, CUTE, CHARISMATIC old shortie guy!
HE'S SO CUTE.
haha
as in you know teddy bear cute.
not cute cute.
and i like the way he speaks
example 1: to the toilet i shall go
example 2: take this file you shall
example 3: punch your stomach i shall
example 3: the stinky toilet i smell

hahaa. its so addictive ok.
after the movie,
all of us were talking like that for like 20minutes?
i dunno.
real long.
ohoh.
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!
haha
its a thing they say.
and i hate the way STAR WARS was produced.
in this order : episode 4, 5, 6, 1, 2, 3
so this movie is the LAST ONE.
like EVER.
cos the director started with episode 4.
and yeah so its SO ANNOYING.
cos the 4 -6 episodes are like so OLD
and the guy acting as luke isn't even CUTE
they should remake it.
you know, make luke be HAYDEN
haha
the boy looks like his father
and the lia girl or whoever be NATALIE!
haha
be bro and sis.
how nice!
i want i want!
they better remake it.
i felt so sad okay
hayden acted only 2 star wars movie
I WANT MY ANAKIN SKYWALKER!


sighh.
my display pic for msn is HAYDEN.
hottism.
my word.
no one else can use it.
hottism.
hayden practises it.
he's got the GUSH factor making all girls gush at him
except for those who are blind (no offence to those who are ACTUALLY blind. SO SORRY!) and those who need an eyecheckup. GO GET your SPECS!
hayden is HOT.
haha
bye!
STAR WARS RULES THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
may the force be with you
off to the bed i shall go
off to sleep i shall be
off to dream bout hayden i will
hahaha. x)
=)


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picture of abs

that is hayden. this is SO SO sick. ew man. R rated.
but some ppl like VERA and YULI oso dunno.
dunno how else to show them
EW EW EW.
i am not SO SICK okay!
i am not that MAD OVER HAYDEN.
he's HOT that's it.
its not like i FANTASISE that way okie/
I AM NOT DESPERATE.
FULLSTOP.
bye.

heyy, in school comp. lab.
so fun. gonna play some nice games later x)
sighh. its so boring to have to go for tamil class.
and annoying. cos that teacher of mine prolly will not do anything actually deemed to be useful to ME. she does useless stuff all the time. but always gives so much homework. get a life luh! sheesh. if you want to torture people, go torture yourself. dun torture me with crap tamil stuff.

haha. listening to some awfully funny song. tamil one. it sounds so horribly ridiculous. OH. its done! finished listening to the song. how sad... boohoo. haha
now i feel bored. nallamai next to me is busy doing some crap on paypal. whatever that is. OH damn. some weirdo sent me a msg on friendster. ronny. whose that? but i can't enter friendster. cos obviously our school has a problem with students using friendster. why? dun ask me. its quite annoying. sigh. its 2.41 p.m. now.

OH. i wonder why they are back together. odd people. maybe its my wrong perception. but i wish they were never together. influential. follower.sigh. some people gotta get a grip of their lives. have your own mind. dun be a bootlicker.

OKAY i bet no one got that. its just my mind's thoughts translated into typing.
letitia TAN, please refrain from doing that (youknow whati mean) because its kinda bringing back the bad memories and stuff. STOP. haha. not bad though. i dun exactly care. but i do. maybe a little. maybe a lot. okay who the f, cares!
not ME.
well.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
maybe i do care.
what if i do?
is that bad?
no maybe not.
but is not like X will.

feelingless souls.
life is a misery
giving me blows
thats my fallen story
being cast aside
when its so not time
being picked out as one
makes it seem like i'm none
to them or to anyone else
when i tot i could be myself
things took a turn
and never turned back
life changed into a drastic
and my spirit dejected and frantic
that's just not what i want to be
but face it it's just reality


______________________________________________

okay song. that was a weird song wasn't it?
full of different emotions in my head so different incidents combine, form one,and form this song.
sigh. song writing rocks. letting out emotions.
feels good. feels satisfying. after letting out, you feel a sense of relief, like a burden is removed from, your uncomfortable feeling at around the throat is gone. and you feel better and realise you dunneed to release anymore of that sort of emotions. cos its all vanished. and its refreshing sometimes.
SIGH. i feel all down and all.
lemme cheer up by looking at some hot hayden pics
haha
and listening to hollaback girl!
its so nice. though its quite old oredi.
its so ... full of S-H-I-T..
shit is nice to say.
shit shit shit.
haha
bitch too.
they both have impacts on you.
the pronounciation

and ohoh. i DO NOT like being laughed at.
heard that AMALINA AND LIYANA?
and that girl outside the lib next to us?
haha
cos we were all feeling bored and tired cos nothing to do mah
so i was like all sleepy and lying down
and ama and liyana were complaining away like "this is SOOO boring" "im so bored" "can you talk?" "shanti, say sth" "omg. i am so BORED!"
so i,
was really fed up
so i said
me: can you spend your time properly and fruitfully by SLEEPING!
haha. the girl next to us burst out laughing
haha
sighh i am such a joke
hmph :(


BYEBYE. time to ROCK THE HOUSE DOWN.
haha not exactly house.
i AM still in school neway
okok bye!

harloe.
guess what?
MACRITCHIE RUN CANCELLED !!
how nice is that?
but its being rescheduled to a DUNNO-WHEN date. and im okayy with running actually cos i want my point! oh.
CONGRATS
amalina & liyana!!! CLOSIES!
they won the badminton game thing.
but lost to chloe and azzizah.
HAHA. too bad they won olson!
oh well olson won the CDIV volleyball thingum.
WOOHOO.
how enthu am i?

oh wells. x) im so not looking for to june holidays. im doing like 24hours of C.I.P. im really gonna die in westmall. and i am not going there anytime soon after the 24hs spent in that horrid place. i hate it. and i hope [squashedupFACE] won't be there. he's so EW. ALERT! i hate him. he's so action sia. haha. i hate people who act cool. i wish i was COOL though. im damn UN-cool. haha
but syl and i are GEEKS. geeks are cool.
so in turn we are COOL! haha
i love the finger game! the music game. its so nice. rona ellie and i were playing it before the book parade. i bet the 2e ppl behind us must have tot we were nuts or something. cos its kinda CHILDISH. hee.
i wonder why she was with HER
nvm that was random.

go san! love you. <3. haha you are gonna be a prefect! YES. 3 cheers for san! i bow down to her! haha. don't book me okay? but i won't get booked. i follow ALL RULES. cept sometimes i forget. - hehehe (: i feel nottie. oh wells. the book parade was nice. i think the 4a2 a3 bonded effort was real good. it was hilarious.
MAG being fair? what a mean fun joke.
and juliana is good in acting.
quote :- "come sit on my lap!"
haha it was hilarious. i was laughing out loud cos later bethel will sit on her. heex.
i hope those 2e ppl din hear me laugh. i laugh sometimes for the wrong thing. like i laugh alone. so MALU! oh wells. i dun think they will even care. its not like im supposed to be CARED about. ok i dun make sense at all.

cos you're everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes
its you i see
you're everything i know
that makes me believe
im not alone
im not alone.

- Everywhere , Michelle Branch

its so nice. listening to it now. oh my god i type fast! same speed as michelle. BOOYAH! i feel good.
guess what?
some ASSHOLE stole my sports shoes and my sister's HIGHHEELED shoes.
my one and only sports shoes okay.
we left our shoes outside the house.
and yesterday morn she found out her shoes were stolen
and she told me mine was stolen at 10pm at night.
when i was frantically looking for it!
so sad. oh wells lucky no macritchie run.
THANKS TO MY LOVELY GOD!
i <3 god. but not that much yet.
im not exactly spiritual you see.
haha im quite lauyah in religious stuff.

oh oh.
amalina :
STAY AWAY FROM MY GUY! hayden is MINE. not yours or anyone else's
HANDS OFF GIRL! go to your danny and leave HAYDEN alone!!

haha if not...
it means WAR!

how lame am i .
adam brody is hawwt.
bye

HOT. H-O-T. *SCREAMS!

my dear luff. AWESOMELY CUTE AND HAWT!

playing hard to get! love it! CUTE.

O.C. - the orange county
located in california
SIGH. so far away from singapore.
and my dear luff adam brody is there! how to make him break up with rachel bilson! hahaha. my evil plan
to make him break up with rachel
so that he will be with ME!
but im not all that stupid to actually believe i can do that.
he's just too old for me. 26 years old.
*sighs and whines that no one loves her!
haha.
but oh well. im fighting with mellieboo over hayden christensen

to mel(: - im so gonna bring you down babe! you're going DOWN. UHHUH! and so back off and pack up and get outta here.
haha *grins at mel.
that is a lame erm... preWAR speech
mel and i are preparing for WAR.
but as mel said, hayden is like at the other end of the world
what's the chance of him knowing that we love him here in SG.
sighh.

OH. OH. did i tell you guys?
my cousin's son - 2years old
he has a crush on me!
is a 2year old allowed to crush on a 14yearold?
that's like... teenultery
haha i changed it from adultery to teenultery
but he's so awfully cute!
and he loves to smile and show off his wonderful little white teeth

and OH. i ate alcohol chocolates today.
no wonder i got high and fell asleep soon after.
it was so ODD to eat it.
what a horrible taste ok.
the chocolate - perfect
the alcohol - sucky
my cousin offered me some.
i din even know it had alcohol.
im underage!
haha. im breaking the law.
am i? alot of my friends have eaten.
but well, alot of stuff have alcohol btw.
like normal food.
at high class restaurants
alcohol gives it a nice taste.
yeahh. i have alot of culinary knowledge.
cooking.
future housewife. well taitaihood, here i come!
but i wanna be an independent single woman first.
build up a great career. earn loads of MONEY.
and buy myself a car, a nice house where a swimming pool is a must-have.
but i will have an indoor one.
why? i dun wanna birds to fly past and shit in it.
hee x)

okay. lemme tell you sth.
i love the song CALIFORNIA by PHANTOM PLANET.
basically because it so reminds me of the O.C.
and i get flashes of adam brody
he makes me smile and gush when i think about him.
ahh well. he has that effect on many girls
ohoh. MGS is not a lesbian school for your info!
the stupid website www.sggirls.com
its so lame
alot of ppl got kena have their pics there
MGS girls.
i found myself in 2 of them
haha but luckily i was like far away and a pixelated blotch of image in the pic.
haha.
but the pics are not even LES la.
not like the girls were like in provocative poses or sth
sick idiots.
sighh what can we do if MGGIRLS are chio huh?
besides me that is.
haha well im very UN-chio. duh!
im the ugliest creature on earth
well at least im prettier than a lizard or a cockroach
like that's alot of encouragement.
haha
its quite nice to be better than insects.
makes me be ensured that im not as pesty like them
but im as nonsense as them.
really L-A-M-E.
oh oh

christian songs. listening to them now.
nice songs.
but no converting me man.
im so a HINDU!
YEAH!
haha ok wtv.
im feeling hot.
the fan ain't working.
stupid dumbo.
i bought a fan to WORK not to NOT WORK.
wait i din buy the fan.
my dad did.
maybe that's why the fan held a strike against me.
cos i din buy it.
so it has no debt to repay me.
HMPH. bad bad fan.
must get dad to buy a new one when he comes back.
then this fan will realise how wrong it was to act in such a rude manner against SHANTI RAM. the one NOT to mess with.
haha
how lame is this.
cya! x)

OH YEAH. im gonna change my layout soon. to ADAM BRODY based layout. its gonna be so hawt. you know why? its cos of ADAM!

O.C. - the orange county
located in california
SIGH. so far away from singapore.
and my dear luff adam brody is there! how to make him break up with rachel bilson! hahaha. my evil plan
to make him break up with rachel
so that he will be with ME!
but im not all that stupid to actually believe i can do that.
he's just too old for me. 26 years old.
*sighs and whines that no one loves her!
haha.
but oh well. im fighting with mellieboo over hayden christensen

to mel(: - im so gonna bring you down babe! you're going DOWN. UHHUH! and so back off and pack up and get outta here.
haha *grins at mel.
that is a lame erm... preWAR speech
mel and i are preparing for WAR.
but as mel said, hayden is like at the other end of the world
what's the chance of him knowing that we love him here in SG.
sighh.

OH. OH. did i tell you guys?
my cousin's son - 2years old
he has a crush on me!
is a 2year old allowed to crush on a 14yearold?
that's like... teenultery
haha i changed it from adultery to teenultery
but he's so awfully cute!
and he loves to smile and show off his wonderful little white teeth

and OH. i ate alcohol chocolates today.
no wonder i got high and fell asleep soon after.
it was so ODD to eat it.
what a horrible taste ok.
the chocolate - perfect
the alcohol - sucky
my cousin offered me some.
i din even know it had alcohol.
im underage!
haha. im breaking the law.
am i? alot of my friends have eaten.
but well, alot of stuff have alcohol btw.
like normal food.
at high class restaurants
alcohol gives it a nice taste.
yeahh. i have alot of culinary knowledge.
cooking.
future housewife. well taitaihood, here i come!
but i wanna be an independent single woman first.
build up a great career. earn loads of MONEY.
and buy myself a car, a nice house where a swimming pool is a must-have.
but i will have an indoor one.
why? i dun wanna birds to fly past and shit in it.
hee x)

okay. lemme tell you sth.
i love the song CALIFORNIA by PHANTOM PLANET.
basically because it so reminds me of the O.C.
and i get flashes of adam brody
he makes me smile and gush when i think about him.
ahh well. he has that effect on many girls
ohoh. MGS is not a lesbian school for your info!
the stupid website www.sggirls.com
its so lame
alot of ppl got kena have their pics there
MGS girls.
i found myself in 2 of them
haha but luckily i was like far away and a pixelated blotch of image in the pic.
haha.
but the pics are not even LES la.
not like the girls were like in provocative poses or sth
sick idiots.
sighh what can we do if MGGIRLS are chio huh?
besides me that is.
haha well im very UN-chio. duh!
im the ugliest creature on earth
well at least im prettier than a lizard or a cockroach
like that's alot of encouragement.
haha
its quite nice to be better than insects.
makes me be ensured that im not as pesty like them
but im as nonsense as them.
really L-A-M-E.
oh oh

christian songs. listening to them now.
nice songs.
but no converting me man.
im so a HINDU!
YEAH!
haha ok wtv.
im feeling hot.
the fan ain't working.
stupid dumbo.
i bought a fan to WORK not to NOT WORK.
wait i din buy the fan.
my dad did.
maybe that's why the fan held a strike against me.
cos i din buy it.
so it has no debt to repay me.
HMPH. bad bad fan.
must get dad to buy a new one when he comes back.
then this fan will realise how wrong it was to act in such a rude manner against SHANTI RAM. the one NOT to mess with.
haha
how lame is this.
cya! x)

today was fun!
the O.C. is my life okay!
ADAM BRODY IS SO ULTRA CUTE AND ADORABLE!
and rachel bilson and adam brody make such a cute couple
well they ARE engaged (:
sigh so sad. so much for dreaming of adam la.
she is engaged to him!
but she is quite pretty
so is mischa.
i am such an O.C. freak! its better than CHARMED. now that's how hooked i am to it. SIGH. sometimes...
if only he was younger. he's 26!!! omg la.
so old!
and benjamin is older. 27!
AH. the cutest guys are like the oldest la.
so UNFAIR. well life is unfair i mean.

i be nice to some certain people. and those certain people don't reciprocate with niceness but instead hatred and unneccessary bitchyness. i mean what's the use of that? are you trying to make me DOWN and disregard me and make me feel hated? well i do feel hated but when its by YOU PEOPLE who cares? you mean nothing to me. NOTHING. you're just bitchy people who know nothing about true friendship and probably you people will all not be together in a few years to come. unlike how i am with my friends. so just back off and leave me alone. you are just annoying me with your useless tricks and attacks. not hurting me and making me feel so terrible or anything.

and leti, ITS OKAY! even i dun feel anything alright? i did when i saw your reaction but its no big deal. OKAY? smile girl! x)))))
and btw, OC ROCKS and i dunno who the hell kyo is

liyana is hilarious okay. she keeps complaining about how fat her dad is. hahah. hilarious man. and her 2 bros are so SCARY. her 2nd one is damn tall la and his hair is F-u-n-n-Y! and her 1st one is FREAKY. he so quiet and his voice is damn low la. her house is quite nice la. but she prohibit ama and me from entering her ROOM. as if its some treasure island or some place where if i see, i will die and never exist again. haha. SIGH. and her icecream thing is NICE! she's so NICE! put for me nutella! haha CLOSIES ROCK! XD!

ama and i are currently very obsessed with adam brody
keep smiling when i think about him.
seth cohen. his character in the O.C.
its so FUNNY! honestly those who haven watch like so have to get a life and go catch it!

OH YEAH. letitia tan's english rocks! i mean abortive? depiction of my existence? like how deep can her writing get la! so cool. she's my idol. i bow down to her. i look up to her. hahaha. and dearie, don't ever do whatever you did last nite again. i can't stand it when you do. it makes me all SAD.
sighh

life is sucky now. i have tons of tamil homework
yes i know./
HOMEWORK! what the f.
my damn tamil teacher is torturing me with crappy homework
finish the WHOLE WKBOOK like go and die la
SIGH.
eating potato chips
sigh i feel fat.
lemme go exercise later.
haha
i should try the erm.. funny aerobics my sister showed long ago. itwasHILARIOUS! she looked so adorable. well my sister is. though she's 20. so cute oK! and she's really NOISY. her sleepover was so NOISY la. at 11.50 her friends were screaming and COOKING. cooking?! i know! sigh. and my stomach growled as i smelt the wonderful spaghetti from teh kitchen in my room as i tried to sleep. what an inconvenience right? sigh. i wanted to eat so bad la. and my dear auntie was snoring away so there goes my sleep.
OH WELL.
gtg now tata
BYE!

today was fun!
the O.C. is my life okay!
ADAM BRODY IS SO ULTRA CUTE AND ADORABLE!
and rachel bilson and adam brody make such a cute couple
well they ARE engaged (:
sigh so sad. so much for dreaming of adam la.
she is engaged to him!
but she is quite pretty
so is mischa.
i am such an O.C. freak! its better than CHARMED. now that's how hooked i am to it. SIGH. sometimes...
if only he was younger. he's 26!!! omg la.
so old!
and benjamin is older. 27!
AH. the cutest guys are like the oldest la.
so UNFAIR. well life is unfair i mean.

i be nice to some certain people. and those certain people don't reciprocate with niceness but instead hatred and unneccessary bitchyness. i mean what's the use of that? are you trying to make me DOWN and disregard me and make me feel hated? well i do feel hated but when its by YOU PEOPLE who cares? you mean nothing to me. NOTHING. you're just bitchy people who know nothing about true friendship and probably you people will all not be together in a few years to come. unlike how i am with my friends. so just back off and leave me alone. you are just annoying me with your useless tricks and attacks. not hurting me and making me feel so terrible or anything.

and leti, ITS OKAY! even i dun feel anything alright? i did when i saw your reaction but its no big deal. OKAY? smile girl! x)))))
and btw, OC ROCKS and i dunno who the hell kyo is

liyana is hilarious okay. she keeps complaining about how fat her dad is. hahah. hilarious man. and her 2 bros are so SCARY. her 2nd one is damn tall la and his hair is F-u-n-n-Y! and her 1st one is FREAKY. he so quiet and his voice is damn low la. her house is quite nice la. but she prohibit ama and me from entering her ROOM. as if its some treasure island or some place where if i see, i will die and never exist again. haha. SIGH. and her icecream thing is NICE! she's so NICE! put for me nutella! haha CLOSIES ROCK! XD!

ama and i are currently very obsessed with adam brody
keep smiling when i think about him.
seth cohen. his character in the O.C.
its so FUNNY! honestly those who haven watch like so have to get a life and go catch it!

OH YEAH. letitia tan's english rocks! i mean abortive? depiction of my existence? like how deep can her writing get la! so cool. she's my idol. i bow down to her. i look up to her. hahaha. and dearie, don't ever do whatever you did last nite again. i can't stand it when you do. it makes me all SAD.
sighh

life is sucky now. i have tons of tamil homework
yes i know./
HOMEWORK! what the f.
my damn tamil teacher is torturing me with crappy homework
finish the WHOLE WKBOOK like go and die la
SIGH.
eating potato chips
sigh i feel fat.
lemme go exercise later.
haha
i should try the erm.. funny aerobics my sister showed long ago. itwasHILARIOUS! she looked so adorable. well my sister is. though she's 20. so cute oK! and she's really NOISY. her sleepover was so NOISY la. at 11.50 her friends were screaming and COOKING. cooking?! i know! sigh. and my stomach growled as i smelt the wonderful spaghetti from teh kitchen in my room as i tried to sleep. what an inconvenience right? sigh. i wanted to eat so bad la. and my dear auntie was snoring away so there goes my sleep.
OH WELL.
gtg now tata
BYE!

today was an okay day. geog was DAMN disappointing. i got a bad a1. so sad ok. its so freaking annoying. but at least all a1s cept for art. haha sucky art as ama would say (:. CLOSIES! haha. sigh i need to tell this the THEM*

*someppl more than 1, whom i dislike

to THEM: okay dun like me fine. i dun like THEM either. but be more subtle in your dislike for me can? i kinda hate you PEOPLE. honestly. irritating, frustrating, egoistic, terribly f**ked up. sigh. just don't show your hatred. i am not showing anything am i? hate me fine. just dun even bother to SHOW IT.

okay. pw workshop was B-O-R-I-N-G
but i was really high there.
joy made me laugh like HELL.
no wonder her name is joy.
she gives me joy.
haha. and liyana and ama were like...
"shanti is MAD today." "shanti is lame today" "why is shanti so high?"
well NEWSFLASH! issit wrong to be high? haha.
i become high to try not bother bout my utter boredom
haha i was so enthu la in the class.
making a fool outta myself.
during that thumb fight thing, liyana and i were like rubbing fast fast and going
MR MAK! MR MAK! HERE! MRRR MAK!
haha. so MALU-ed.
and then the whole group became mad and started to rub like hell
until we got 30dollars from that game.
hee.
how erm MAD can we get?

and that damn board game. wah lau
so boring okay. i was like "erm, right. this spells total F-U-N. righht." and liyana was like "do you understand anything" "this is sooo boring" "what the ..."
hehe she's damn cute sometimes. and liyana me and ama were all lying on the tables.
so sleepy ok.

and we went to NJ after that.
its a real long long story okay
first after the workshop, we followed hannah to the COMPUTER lab to return that erm... what's it called? projector? haha i dunno.
then we went to canteen go buy SNICKERS!
yum okay
and we went to walk to the bus stop.
okay this part you won't gettit. but lemme say this.
"you have problem. look look for WHAT. somemore one after another"
sheesh.
hah
then we went to the petrol kiosk store to buy water
we're so dumb okay
chocolate makes you thirsty
and stupid ama and liyana had before that in class engaged themselves in a "WHO-DRINKS-WATER-THE-FASTEST" game. haha
we bought ice mountain. and then we saw 171 and went on.
BOY i tell you the bus was so damn hot.
i was sweating.
the air-con system got kena problem then all i smell is some erm smell of PEOPLE. haha
some uniquely disgusting smell.
haha this part is gonna be dumb but lemme say this
we din know where to stop!
haha so we were trying to look for NJ busstop
then we achlee wanted to get down at this bus stop
where there were BOTH NANYANG GIRLS and NJPPL.
but erm
liyana: should we get down?
liyana: there are njc ppl here
me: i dunno i dunno.
ama: i dunno. just try la
me: dun want. i dunno

then the bus doors closed. hah
that marked the start of our MISERY
the next stop was like 1km away! i was like OH SHIT WHAT HAVE WE DONE?!
so when we stopped at the busstop.
we were so erm pessimistic

liyana: oh my god. OHMYGOD. so long!
ama: oh shit im sweating okay. its so long
shanti: oh damn
liyana: no ... its SHOORRT SHOORT
shanti:YEAH damn short ok like going kap.
liyana: oh yeah what you wanna eat ah? i want the nugget thing
shanti: oh yeah! i want friesss
ama: me too. so SHORTT right
liyana: stop im feeling hungry
ama: i see the NJ BUILDING!!!
liyana: we're getting closer and closer
shanti: hmm. ice mountain. the drink for you
liyana: *laughs* shanti's lame
ama: eh my skirt got shorter leh. ice mountain makes you grow!
shanti: ice mountain. the drink for you. it will make you grow. so buy it!
liyana: HAHAHAA. funny.
shanti: eh my skirt got shorter too leh!! cos of the wind.
ama: see its true. hah. do you feel itchy?
shantiandliyana: NO.
ama: ah. itchy leh. the itchy cycle started again
shanti: haha
liyana: eh we're close to the busstop
shanti: YES! great!
ama: finally! so long ok.

then we went in. the security guard stops us.
he says this " why you all here? ip admission office go thru the other entrance"

me: huh? which one? issit the red colour one near this.
he: No. its not. you must turn by hillcrest road then pass RAFFLES PRIMARY and then go in to NJC

we all were like OHDAMN! its the place we just walked from.
wasted 10precious minutes.
then we walked for 10minutes again and were complaining about how tiring it was.
so inside the place okay!
and RGPS is SOOO big. bigger than mgs.
how malufying is that
then we finally went to njc. we din know where the GO was.
haha
then we found it and went in.
then this guy was like "er you girls future students. dunneed to be so shy"
haah the guy at the counter.
looked quite young
told me to chop all the stuff to certify blabla.
then it took me like 5minutes
then finally i sealed it and he came back

he: why you seal? open. i must sign it right?
me: OH. okayy
he: take out all your certificates and lemme see so i know its true
me: HUH? what? i only brought psle one.
he: huh? didn't you know? okay nvm come back tomorrow its open from 9 to 12

we were all super pissed. we went thru SO MUCH TROUBLE just to get nothing out of it.
haha! SO HORRIBLE. we were all like pissed off la.
then we needed to go toilet after it.
njc is quite erm small but bigger than mg so we were like OHMAN. where to go
then we asked this SUPERNICE girl and she told us. she was so cute la. she said oh! go right! but she was pointing left.
then we were like RIGHT or LEFT??
then she was like OH OH.i mean LEFFFT. and then she got it right.
heeh
so cute then we went toilet then went home
hehe went with ama to westmall popular to buy ZIGPENS!
bought 4.
i wanna buy the whole collection. but erm must buy slowly
not enuff money.
spent 7.60 for it today
hehe. ama was like "DO YOU KNOW THEY ARE EACHHH 1.90??"
and i was like "yeah so??"
she was like giving the oh-my-god-she's-mad look
hehe
ok this is WAYY too long.
i am gonna write song now BYE!

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today was not bad a day i think. i mean better than my really BAD expectations. all the subs got a1 cept for *AHEM C5 for art. how artistic am i man? haha. oh wells. its JUST art afterall. and i beat my expectation for ENGLISH. =D. sigh.

trying for NJIP stressing me totally.
so much forms to fill. so many things to photocopy.
i feel all confused. and tired.
and thinking about what mrs kuan told YANA-AMA-ME,
i feel so sad la. could see she was kinda sad that
many of the sports girls are trying and all that
she was like putting her arm around me. hehe
i felt kinda ODD la. haha cos i was sweating.
and her arm on my back.
what if she found out i am like a SWEATMACHINE!!
lucky she didn't. she was smiling. haha
anyways. i feel like writing song now. this is erm
RANDOM. no depression la.
its a reflection of something. so no need to have the
erm
CHEERUP!!!! comments

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one side she was the person i knew
the other i thought it was all new
she acted differently with me
then to others something i never see
thought she was true
but guess this is a clue
life's a misery
she adds on like a mystery
making me feel trustless
and fearful nonetheless
but now she's all unbothered
but i wanna bother
she's not worried for
but i wanna worry
she's no more who she is
she's just a fake in this
but i feel the bond within
to let go and give in
should i? or should i not?
be true to myself?
or be just a pushover?

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okayy.
sister is bugging me now.
she keeps thinking i HOG the computer or wtv
haha
oh wells. so be it. I am hogging. hehe
i love my dahling comp.
and my CLOSIES.
and my stuffed dog JAYJAY.
hehe
i named him okay. he's BLUE and BIG!
and i love my parents who are in INDIA
i love myself. hehe
no more losershanti FINE VICKAYE
i shall put.
hmm..
*ponders and scratches head.
OKAY!

i am SHANTIROCKER!
yeah that's the attitude man x)

thanks to everyone who tagged me (:
-hugs- cos i feel better.
i dun even feel why i wrote whatever i wrote.
OH well.
according to lastri, its a nice song! haha
my lyric writing skills must have improved
that's great newS!

getting back results sucks OKAY ):
i got a1 for chem. and bio but its like so sad that
i lost marks in CARELESS dumbass stupid LAME mistakes.
like i tot hydrogen&oxygen was the LIQUID not the empty space in the testtube.
which loser even does that??
ME. LoserShanti.
Hehe. i am dumbo.oh wells.

and sneha(FRIEND!) : pls i dun need a psychatrist. i am not in such a serious state. im normal SHANTI again la pls. dun make it sound like im suffering some deep horrible painful unimagineable D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N. which is SO NOT true. okay? haha. but thanks for your <3 and concern. *hugs!

and to liyana: love you YANA! <33 hehe. total CLOSE FRIEND! CLOSIE as i call it. my CLOSIE along with amalina! hehe. i know i know you like this lyrics the best.
haha i titled it UNDONE. haha. sounds ultra wrong though. and LIZARDS are freaky so i wouldn't mind if you could shut up about how they look at it. dun worry! you're CHIO! anyway haha the lizards prolly think you're chio so they are trying to you know, sightsee you haha! and see how pretty you are and fight over who gets to date you! poor liyana. go marry a lizard. imagine your kids. haha. having a detachable TAIL. HAHA. and then liyana has to clean off some ugly shit all the time. and her husband can't even converse with her! now that's what i call TRUE BLIND LOVE and that love can cross any obstacles even VERBAL breakdowns. haha *HUGS AND MUACKS* <3 CLOSIES! WE RAWK!

to the rest of you who cheered me up : THANKS to all of you. you guys Rock! shanti owes you guys. shall cheer you all up okay? come to me if help is needed. EH depression can lead to wrinkles and white hair?! OH NO. i should not get so depressed. WAA. haha. i shall refrain from being depressed. (((((: haha

sigh. feel like writing another song. but dun feel anything STRONG so nothing to write about. haha i remember my very first song. dedicated to MR LOH!my wonderful histo-RY ex teacher. it goes sth like this :

my tummy's grumbling
my teacher's mumbling
he's so boring
i am yawning
now im waiting for the bell to go
but time's going so slow

haha one single VERSE but ama yana SHEE and i came up with a dumb tune for it. oh wells
gonna go support roddie on 25th june! she's gonna be playing!
GO SUPPORT HER!
roddie rocks! and her braces are like bumble-bee x)

closed and hurt inside
but fine outside
no one knew how i was
neither did she be fast
she let it be
i cant let it free
im trying reconcilation
she being full with retaliation
i hate being left alone
she just went off like that

you're just leaving it undone
im making it back again
you don't care or give a damn
im trying to buy time
you feel ignorant cos you tried
i felt ignnorant but now try
make up your mind
and this will all be fine
if not then you're gone
and so am i forlorn

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just depressed from something.
never mind. its a sucky song. but it helps.
OH well.
i need some help
so writing songs help. thanks RAH. i saw the tag.
HEE

Reply to shoots [tags]

yuen teng : haha ok thanks for taggin!

joyce: whatever la gal ((: hehe it went OKAY. i repeat OKAY. good girl you tagged.

meiwai: HEY! love you person. hehe. you're so weird. ask bout DRAMA. wednesday la x)

amalina: yeah poor san lorh. <3 you ama!

vicky: hey vickaye! nice of you to tag MUA.

kyra: ms ballerina, what a cute name you got. KII.

tab: be a bit more REFINED. ew la you. i din have diarrhoea! my stomach must be a very very strong muscular bag.

jac: HARLOE. cut down on the ultimate ego can? hehe :D nice neo right? hehe. you were going mad and despo for it.

rah: hey RAHH X)) my good friend. LEE IS MINE. don't even think about snatching him from me and brad pitt is SOO not hawt. lee is! haha johnny depp isn't la! and cricket guys are real EW. *winks

Okay back to normal. rah and i have been arguing over who's hot or not and who's MINE. haha. she is fighting with me over lee ryan from blue. like duh la. everyone knows a playboy like him will go for a doubleplaygirl like me. RAH, give up dear. you may be a playgirl but NOT GOOD ENOUGH. haha. oh and johnny depp is so LAU lah. go for guys like younger please. and bradpitt prolly did dump her for better reasons.

Rah gave me this ultimately dumb ridiculous reason
Jennifer Aniston Was Dumped Because She Had Abnormal Fallopian Tubes.
sheesh. hahaha. and she said ANGELINA JOLIE is no match for her and not any competition. WHY?

cos ofher thick lips. SHEESH la. okayy gtg and sleep now.
byebye! x)))))

[RAhh, lee's mine and WE are the match made in heaven not you+lee so forget it. PEACE. hehe ((:]

damn her. don't you dare bitch about me to her. i fucking hate you to the core. you can go and kill yourself for all i care. don't come and give me this sort of BULLSHIT and expect me to achlee listen to that. i am so not gonna follow what you tell me to. so just GO TO HELL.

ok that was some serious letting out i HAD to do. i ate something bad. IT tasted SICK. and now i have a bit of a tummy ache. i am so DEAD. gonna be in pain tonight. sigh. my dad's really annoying me these days.

me: i don't care. i dun wanna use YOUR phone. dad lemme use my own. just let me top it up
dad: you better watch your mannerisms. your mannerisms are extremely questionable
me:(in my head) oh don't crap to me with your great language or wtv. leave me alone
dad: you better learn how to change if not you're gonna have to face the consequences
me:(in my head) whatever consequences i don't give a damn. just let me live the way i wanna.

SIGH. sometimes people just don't let you be. its really hard to cope in this world itself. and to worsen it comes people like my parents. they nag, yak, accuse, shout, scold, freak, worry, get pissed, irritate, frustrate. is there something they can't do? there is. and that's to make me feel wanted. i feel like some disowned child whose forced to stay with her parents due to UNFORSEEN consequences. that's how i feel. sigh

oh yes. i <33 amalina and liyana! we 3 have come to an agreement. we love each other and we may be BESTIES. haha. i hope. being besties will be great. love them alot. i hope we can stick together for a LONG LONG LONG LONG time. hehe. oh wells. and ama, stop obsessing over mr JONES! he is not CUTE! pls...
listen to your good friend SHANTI and obsess over ppl like ADAM BRODY instead haha. then i have company! weeee. ok i am so nuts. and erratic. one moment i bitch bout my parents and now i become all cheery. SIGH. ok i am so gonna get sick. i feel all weird now. WAA. i forsee a few toilet visits. ok i so wanna puke now. no i don't. i shall not think that way. i am against myself. WAA. my stomach is paining. haha. its giving signs of the need to poop. NO. haha i dun want diarrhoea. i lied to my parents that i din eat the bad food. BUT I DID. i din even know.
cos at first the other stuff covered the taste. then i tasted it seperately and realised it was SOUR. EWWW.
i am doomed

AH. hope god saves me
haha
shanti: god, i pray tonight that you will help me and allow me to be well and even if i fall ill, lemme be SAFE and not be any burden to my parents who need to go overseas.

OKAY. prayer done =)
wee. tata
(((((:
i love LIYAMA!
haha joined them together.
Liyana + Shanti = Liyanti
Liyana + Amalina = Liyama
Amalina + Shanti = Shanama
haha how cute!
ok bye

heyy people. yesterday was the prefect interview thingie.
it was hilarious how san and i got there. haha. that taxi driver was WEIRD ok. he is so EEYER. sick person. he kept erm talking to us in this weird way lorh. and he's so DISGUSTING, keep doing KAKPUI and spitting out of the window. We couldn't stop laughing. when ever we heard the KAK sound, we would nudge each other and i was covering my face with the diary. it was damn sick la but funny. AND, the last thing he said was "see you girls tonight...". SICK sia. He is one twisted loser. but we were so scared inside the taxi. cos he was going in this ultra long way *to get his damn profit* and then we were like "oh shit where are we?" "ahh i dunno where he's going" and i called my dad even. cos we got so scared. but we reached sch at like 4.20
Oh yeah. the interview wasn't AS BAD as we were thinking it to be. louisa and hannah were the ones interviewing us. they are quite nice la. louisa is damn nice. i realised that. haha. and she kept smiling. i was so nervous la. i mean 2 against 1 person. but i pity those who got teachers instead. but lousia and hannah were laughing during my interview like ALOT and even san said they laughing during hers. so i guess that's 'good' or wtv. not like i wanna be a prefect. it sucks when ppl say like oi prefect to be cannot be so vulgar. like last nite i was chatting and i was so pissed off with my sis i started saying vulgar stuff bout her and ama was like PREFECT TO BE cannot say like this. SHEESH MAN. i am NOT gonna be one. sheesh. oh wells.

but yesterday was hilarious. san had real bad luck la. friday the 13th. what can you expect. i mean she had bad luck with all the guys. She was stuck with 2gays in the MRT who were cuddling then at CCK mrt when she was walking with me she was so damn blur and walk walk until she crashed right into the stomach of this guy. MALU. i couldn't take it cos san was like giving her OOOO expression or wtv. its so cute la. and then we also had that perverted guy encounter. SIGH. pitiful person la she.

SIGH. i really want to watch house of wax! it looks nice la. and another thing is that i want to criticise paris hilton. a bimbo like her probably sucks at acting. she's overly bimbo man. and she's not pretty LIYANA! sheena agrees. wait i think it was sheena. and now i am an OC freak! i love OC. I think mischa barton is so damn PRETAYE! and that benjamin guy or whoever and adam brody are cute. can't wait to go yana's house to watch.

oh wells. better go and play some dumb game online.
too bored.
cya!

heyya. you know what? no STUDYING means BOREDOM. B-O-R-E-D-O-M. its so sad. went to school today to meet the gang and also to get the sec1 report slip thingum. SIGH. Mr ng is so slow la. and he's damn erm weird. he was trying to trick the GANG by saying "Sorry girls. I think this will take 2 hours!" and char was like "SHANTI! IM GONNA KILL YOU" but he was just playing a fool. sheesh. total SHEESH.

alyssa they all were laughing la. he's L-A-M-E. anyway went to cineleisure. WAIT. i dun even know how to spell that place. i so am crap at knowing places at orchard. its so HARD. haha and leti's like orchard is SMALL. im like annoyed hehe. cos she knows the whole place. whatever. x). anyways met her. how sad is that. she's such a weird person la. why her? she kept haunting me after i saw her. hehe. ama was like sheesh man i cant forget her face. hehe

oh wells. mgs people are total orchard freaks. everywhere i went i saw at least one gang of mgs girls. total bummer. it shows that MGS girls love orchard and nothing else. i think its quite boring. like totally. but i love taking neoprints. just that its SO NOT FAIR, that leti san yana meiwai and ally got the nicer neoprints! and to tell you the truth LETI IS COOL! omg la. she is so attittude. i was like woah leti is some cool rocker man. HAHA. maybe we should make her dress up in cool stuff. like cool visors, some cool outfit and totally COOLIFY her. haha she can make a potential cool girl.

oh wells. sigh orchard is BORING. lemme repeat. met her oso. i din wanna see her. i totally anticipated it la. i knew she will be there somewhere. glad not same movie. haha. sheesh i dunno why i even care. but today sucked. alot. i mean some stuff just makes you bored.

you know what? i find life depressing. its just something that is forceful on you. i just wonder why i was made to come here to live a life that one day will be perished. i have friends. so what? one day they are going to forget me. i don't even know what they really think about me. even if i like my friends alot, will they reciprocate the same way? i just wish god would have let me be with him. but obviously i had sins to repay. so im in this world. this twisted world. full of happenings. fast-paced world. things happen without you even realising it. its too fast. and i have just lost control of life.

ok that was deep.
better go and do my stuffies.
totally LOVE my computer.
miss it.
oh wells.
bye

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edited.

okayy. i was supposed to write sth nice about sarah. so here goes.
sarah totally is nice.
she is my online weird friend. haha she rocks! and i mean it. i am not lying. sometimes i tell people who dun rock they rock. but she rocks! miss her not being in my class sometimes. sheand her nottie stuff. *gives sarah a look, suspicious one
hehex. well she loves to crap up and type nonsense like you know brngfafhski. haha that sort of nonsense. she used to be quiet. but actually when i think about it now, she's far from quiet. she's nonsense. total nonsensical. i mean whoever who has sense should be able to knwo that SHANTI aka ME is not dense! i am so not dense lorh. hehe. okok done
:D

i have been 'falling in love' with 2 christian songs. one is the running after you thingie and the one in grace's blog. HEHE. im not even christian lorh. its just ... WELL catchy. no the one in grace's blog is sad. haha touching or wtv. OKAY. FINALlY
Freedom for me.
no exams for now.
I am SCREAMING [literally]
i realised that exams actually give you time to bond with people. i know it sounds so weird. but i mean i keep going 2I early morning before exams and study with the 2I idians. they totally ROCK! haha. got to know new people. at least now i know someone actually acknowledges me. she's nice sia. i tot she wasn't. you know. i just tot that way. THANKS! haha she prolly doesn't know i am talking about her.

Liyana is a totally NICE person. i LOVE her! haha. she lent me 10bucks! like i was total broke la. cos, today we (yana me ama) wanted to go orchard. I realised i only had 2pathetic bucks. never been these POOR THING. haha. she is a total NICE NUT! haha i learnt that from alot of people. what is wrong ah. NUT. weird word. haah alot of people use it. got influenced now. haha. amalina is hilarious. so unstable on the bus. she was moving side to side and she sort of crashed into this guy. HEHE. i crashed into this lady but serve her right. she crashed into me first that weirdo. ohoh. we were mean people you know.
criticising people who were walking in front of us like, "ew his hair sucks", "err her skirt is SO ugly", "he's got pimples. we should recommend him body shop HEHE!" , "haah look at him. he's got weird arms!". then we realised we were also not perfect ourselves so we shutup. then we were talking bout who in mgs were pretty suddenly haha. many names came up. SHALL NOT MENTION cos i dun like some but have to agree they ARE chio! like XXXXXXXXXX haha its not a name its just X. haha. she's pretty la. but can't stand her. GAHA. many people can't.

LALA. you make me wanna LALA!
i love LALA!
i love ASHLEE!
I LOVE KELLY!
kelly totally rocks.
and finally lemme conclude with
I LOVE XTINA!!!! SHE ROCKS MY SOCKS TILL PLUTO! *courtesy of sarah*
hehe. ok better go and sleep.

total ranting from now.

DUN BOTHER. i know i have gone to tons of blogs these days. and i realised so many people have been ranting. rant rant rant. cos of damn-the-exams period. BULL.

i totally feel dumb ass today. for chemistry i totally screwed up my atoms crap like freaking hell. i mean since when was neutrons NEGATIVELY charged. my brain must have been clouded all because of mr ng cos before chem paper he was yakking away about wonderful biochem crap. its not like i really cared. but its so weird. HE LA. make me forget chemistry. sheesh. but he's not that bad. i guess. i mean he has never scolded me. who ever never scold me is NICE. HEE. anyway i am looking at history now. why the hell must japan invade malaya?! you know it would make life so much FREAKING better if they could have just happily be one big family with the rest of the world and we all happy happy. and then HISTORY will be all SWEET and LITTLE. now that's what i call paradise people. and damn that british guy percival. if he wasn't so dumb, honestly, so UNCLEAR, then we would have won the war or at least prevented the japs from entering s'pore. ok WHO CARES. like whatever. oh yeah. you know one of the questions in bio totally cracked me up.
which is not involved in puberty changes or sth. the answer was HAIR GROWTH ON HEAD. haha so cute. i was cracking up in the middle of the exam. i think mr ng saw that. i was giggling a little cos i mean growth on head. sounds so utterly ridiculous. like hair sprouts out like plants on my head and i am a plant. so the hair is my leaves.weeee. ok that's so crappy. Blalalalala. I am not studying history. NO WAY. i mean honestly. i wanna enjoy for 15more minutes before i embark on a historic journey through my book. i will be going thru industrial revolution all the way to our post war problems. WOW. haha. lameo.
OK that's all for ranting. back to normal.
OH MY GOD. i can't believe i forgot. mr ng was talking about menstruation! omg. our whole class cracked up la. i mean before chemistry paper was to start there was like 5 mins. so he was talking to us about biochem and how he din take bio in secondary and had to suffer in the U. wow like that's sympathising. POOF. and then he suddenly started talking about female basketball players and asked why they hurt their knee ligament 7times more than male. haha we were all like " er. ok? do i care? all i want is my chemistry paper? erm. PLS! the other classes have all started. ER. MR NG I WANNA MAKE YOU SHUT IT. ooo its interesting. wait no! i want chemistry paper! NOW!" haha. at least for me la. then after the exam dear choi had to open her mouth. and mr ng was like ELLIE tell why do women hurt their knee 7times more than men or wtv. his FIRST reason was that our hips are wider. haha its so weird hearing HIM say that. then he was like ellie tell me! if not the whole class cannot go. and i was like groaning away. pooh he's NUTS. then ellie was like i-dunno-what-to-do kinda thing. haha then FINALLY somebody said issit because when we have menses, we become too heavy and then become clumsy and all? and then the whole class was laughing. HAHA. MR ng was like bursting out into a laugh. as in HA kinda laugh. then he said NO. then he finally REVEALEd. "You know you girls have menses *the whole class laugh laugh cannot take it cos he's a GUY* so (sthsthsth) you all have astrogen which (idunnowhathesaid) that makes you knees weak" hah
i was telling all this to ama and yana. AND i din realise MR NG WAS RIGHT BEHIND ME! i was like "mr ng is weird la!" and ama was like "erm he's right behind you"
shit haha.
oops oh well
GTG MUG.

heyy.
i am right now learning 6th chapter for bio.
so sick. actually it isn't that bad. only that the baby's eyes, the baby with gonorrhoea, that's freaky! like totally. FREAKY.
oh wells. san and i went thru sth real funny today. we got back reply from the prefects commitee to our PROFILE writeup thingum.

SO MALU-FIED
we put smilies all over like. HI! I AM PRASANTHI :D
haha so goondufied. both of us are nutcases and then the whoever person replied saying "to let you know that I've removed the smiley faces. Do understand that this will be placed online for all the students' viewing when they are voting, so it has to adopt a slightly more seious tone. But other than that, it was fine, so no worries. Thank you!"
haha. so funny.
i was actually laughing like hell. but i mean who knows its a teacher who read it?
like ms ho!! or mrs raymond ong!! or ms bong!! HORROR. FEAR. UTTER HUMILIATION.

AND. to think san and i wanted to socialise and get friends. so much for being sociable. HMPH. haha. oh wells.
lalalalala
what is vasectomy?
what is ligation?
i am actually getting my blog to test me! this is so ultra retarded. i am retarded.
ShantiTHEretarded
oh oh.
you know last night, liyana made me cry laughing with her ultra dumb sms.
I was like smsing smsing to her trying to make her talk to me.
then she was like "You arghx. Want me to sms when im naked issit? sth sth ahh... i smell nice". SO RETARDED. did i need to know she was naked??! i was like ERM LIYANA I DUN NEED TO KNOW.
haha that dumbo the elephant.
wait she can't be an elephant.
too skinny. nvm she is a skinny elephant. not possible but true.
i am a mountain. amalina is a hmm... dumbo with small ears.
HER EARS ARE THE MOST ADORABLE THING. liyana and i love looking at it. ok the ROW people are retarded.

OH OH OH.
i realised like NO ONE knows the ROW.
so i shall now engage in publicity of THE ROW.

THE ROW
who are we?
- Amalina, Sheena, Liyana, Prasanthi
why the row?
- cos last year we sat in a row of four
how long have we been together?
- for about a year
Are we close?
-quite. we do alot of things together thou I am in 2d and they are in 2I we still call and talk talk together. HEHE.
What are we well known for last year in 1d?
- for being the noisiest group always singing whenever we get to and we also closely mix with LETI, RODDIE, SAN, ALYSSA, EZZY (as of this year) and yeah.

yay. done done done.
gtg mug for bio.
TATA

okayy. i am trying my best to mug here k. FOR HISTORY.
achlee i find it quite easy to memorise. cos i could still remember.
But honestly Japan was quite 'cool'. how in the world did they plan out all that stuff. brainy people. BUT BUT cruel. but japanese now are SO NICE!
hahaha. sushi land.
:D
though i dun even know how Sushi tastes like. GAHA. well well.
i wrote like only 7sides for lit!. but my handwriting is terribly tiny and no paragraphs. tiny handwriting reminds me of TAMIL!
this dumbo ass teacher wrote comments for both my compos. BIGGER HANDWRITING PLEASE. in tamil. SiGH.
i got like a freaking bad 76 for tamil! i was so damn upset la. somebody got so high. nvm. and oh yeah.
Letitia's bro is KAYPO. but funny.
which lil bro eavesdrop on his sister's friends about what they say bout his sister and go home and report. so GIRLY. haha
letitia found out i felt like punching her for asking me whether friar was impt.
DUH LA. haha. he's so darn impt. that goonhead. but lit exam was kinda bad cos i had so much more to write.

Oh yes yes.
Confession time . :D
this is a confession to someone:
ok i am telling you leave us alone. how many signs do we have to give you? i don't like you. go go go. this may sound bitchy but honestly. you're like hanging around me and watch it before i actually tell it to your face and make you cry. you don't want that to happen. but i dun think you will cry la.

OOPS.
i was bitching wasn't i?
oh wells. SAN. you owe me a sweet. haha.
and i feel so pised at someone
MY CALCULATOR IS WITH HER.
and maths in on MONDAY! wtf.
and i left home ec in school.
so going back later to get it from my locker.
how sad. wasting a trip to school./
must wear sch uni somemore. SO SAD.

you know sth. i got an ultra weird dream. that i went to NZ with the Row and i fell into ice and dropped into icy cold water and nearly died. haha.
this is hilarious la.
and somewhere in the dream i saw this NAMELESS netballer.
wonder why whoever she is was there.
and and.
NOW i have a sprained baby toe. dunno how or why. IAMSOSAD.
art sucks. i was ultra bored in the classroom trying to think of what to draw on my ugly pocky box. haha. and alot of people shaded. KIASU.
all despo for bonus points. haha SO MEAN.
well i am mean la. to come think of it. i am sometimes/
no no. i am ultra nice.
SHANTI IS NICE. SHANTI IS DENSE. SHANTI IS CHAPATI. SHANTI THE AUNTIE.
oh oh. when i was looking at san's blog. i was wondering. which social category i belonged to. i think i am teh nerdy but nice person. or super nice haha.
i am NOT popular for sure.
haha but at least i know i know alot of people now.
drama peeps. 2I peeps. one certain netballer haha. 1d peeps. 2d peeps. a girl from 2O haha whom i have yet to thank for being my saviour. haha. I FEEL GOOD.
i achlee do know people. not bad shanti not bad.
haha i am talking to my self

blogging makes you insane. haha. cos you tend to reply to what you just typed. youknow
contradicting. sigh sigh. slept at 12.30 last nite. I DIN HAVE DINNER!
haha. i forgot to have dinner lastnite. so at 11.57 when chatting i realised my tummy was hungry then i backtracked and realised dear me haven't eat. haha. ah my mum is cursing me now. GREAT. she hates me la. annoying person. i mean I HAVE TO STUDY LA. LEAVE ME ALONE. i am trying to get thru MOYS. and here she is nagging that my sis and i dun help.

sigh. people dun understand the stress of a sec2 girl's life do they. only sec2girls know it. parents never get it. everytime annoying me. and they even made me cry last nite.
WHY ARE THEY NEVER SATISFIED WITH YOURMARKS?
i got 76 for tamil. FINE. so what? i dun care anymore. its just TAMIL. forget it. dun come and tell me "WHY SO BAD?" or wtv. losers.
oops
btw, i still love them
I AM GOING TO NZ!
cool cool cool.

play with ice. check out hotties.
but NZ guys look weird you know. i dunno why. they just do
and my mum bought me 3 new tops from hangten.
its damn girly la.
oh wells shall not keep wearing those collared tees and casual stuff. be a bit more girly. like AMALINA! my girly inspiration. she really is girly la. she and her tight fitting pants. haha. but she keeps denying it. but liyana and i totally know. HEHX.

gtg mug for HISTO--RY now.
haha